BOOOOOMM!!

akhare haftast. tu otagheti; aderaz keshidi va dari be karaiy ke tu in hafte , mesle haftehaye ghabl, anjam dadi fekr mikoni. karaiy ke anjam dadi ta khodeto sargarm* koni. bi fayedast! televisiono roshan mikoni; kanala ro avaz mikoni. chizi nadare. rooye agahiye bazargani tavaghof mikoni. agahi tamom mishe, avaz kardane kanala shoro mishe. ye kanale dige agahi dare. uno negah mikoni va bad dobare donbale agahiye bazrgani migadi! in karo tekrar mikoni ta hata agahihaye bazargani ham barat tekrari mishe! televisiono khamosh mikoni. ketabe kenare takhteto barmidari. shoro mikoni be khondan. 7-8 safhe bishtar davom nemiari; mizarish kenar! engar na engar ke ketabye ke 2-3 sale pish khondi va kheili doosesh dashti va vaghti dobare didish kharidish; engar na engar! be saret mizane ke az khoone beri biroon. beri haminjori tu khaibon. vali in be zehnet mirese ke bayad ghabl az un ba adamiy ke chandan azashashon khoshet nemiad roo be roo beshi; ba hajme'i az so'al, ke hich vaght nafahmidi chera porside mishan, roo be roo beshi! fekresham hata azare mide!! monsaref mishi! tasmim migiri beri hamum. miri hamum.lebaseto dar miari. negahet miofte tu aiyne va khodeto mibini; negahet motevaghef mishe. az khodet, az heykalet badet maid! pashimon mishi; lebaseto dobare tanet mikoni va dobare barmigardi be otaghet. mobileto barmidari va shomare migiri: A: salam. B: salam. A: khoobi? B: are khoobam. to che tori? A: ey manam bad nistam. che khabar? chi kara mikoni? B: hichi, to che khabar? A:manam hichi! dige che khabar? B: dige..., hichi, hich khabr! B: chera saketi? A: chi begam?! B: nemidoonam. A: man beram dastshoiy, badan age shd behet zang bezanam?! B: bashe, boro! A: pas khodafez! B: khodafez! . mobileto mizaro kenare takhtet! dobare be karaiy ke tu hafete anjam dadi ta khodeto sargarm* koni, na behtar begam, ke khodeto gol* bezani, fekr mikoni. hich kodom fayede'i nadashte! hich vaght kola bardare khoobi nemishi! fekr mikoni bazam! che ghadr mitoni to ahmagh bashi?!! bazam fekr mikoni. donbale ye chizi migardi. say mikoni peydash koni vali engar talashet bi fayedast! bazam say mikoni ke donbale chizi ke hasti begardi; vali bazam peydash nemikoni. vali na, shayad..., nemidonam... rahe dige'i bara sargarm* kardane khodet be zehnet mirese; internet! miri tuye internet. maileto baz mikoni. hata inja ham khabari nist! dari mailaye tablighatiro entekhab mikoni ta pakeshon koni. labkhand mizani..., ba masoomiyate bachegane'i labe paiyneto aroom ba dandoon migirio..., labkhandet bishtar mishe... ye nafar davatname'i ke baraye neveshtan tu blog barash ferestade boodio ghabul karde!! va labkhand hamchenan baghist... az poshte computer boland mishi, miri tuye takhtet. labkhnd hamchenan baghist...
akhare haftast....

Bebinam, yeho chi shod ke too in ye maahe gozashte har chi baro bache khazo khil bood oomad tooye Facebook.com ye account dorost kard?!!!! Mozoo chie? yeho iraaniaa hamle kardan be facebook... mesle Xuqa, yahoo 360, orkut, o hame o kos sher mos sheraa... Hey vasam peygham mizaran manam ziyad hosele nadaram ke javab bedam 2 saat baham rajebe in sohbat konana ke cheghad zendegishoon sakhte yaa inke adamaayi ke man daram mimiram ke bebinameshoon ro har rooz mibinan...

Nemidoonam chera, vali jodi doost dare ke man farsi sohbat konam -_- mesle ine ke mogheyi ke farsi sohbat mikonam yeho chehrash nooraani mishe o labkhand az sooratesh nemire... man ke nemifahmam chera -_-

moshkel injast ke na marizam, na salemam. Abe damagham miad o har chand vaght ye dafe sar dard migiram. Daghighan tooye marze mariziam vali mariz nashodam hanooz...

Khodaye man poole benzin ziyade... 40-50 dollar tooye hafte bayad poole benzin bedam >_<

hoselam sar raft inghad mashgh neveshtam. hey maghsh, mashgh, kaar, mashgh. baba kardi maaro, bezar begiram bekhabam... yaa inke computer bazi konam! man ke yasaman nistam ke beshinam hey dars bekhoonam ke baba... kiram dahane in moalemaa ke HAR HAFTE mashgh midan vase hafteye dige...

bebinam, koodoometoon mitoonin mano mojasam bokonin ke tooye Child Care kaar konam? Child care chie? Child care: Ye mahalie ke bad az inke bachehaaye beine 4-11 saal madresashoon tamoom shod, mian oonja va ye sery adame bi asab mese man, movazebeshoonan. Inaa az saate 3 miyan oonja taa sate 6 ke maman babashoon az sare kaar bian bareshoon daran! 25 nafar tooye otaghie ke man kaar mikonam. 25 taa 2khtar pesare tokhme jen... hade aghal be ye natijeyi residam baa in tajrobeyi ke daram kasb mikonam... har cheghadram ke delam bache bekhad, EMKAN NADARE 25 taa bache dashte basham... fekr konam 2 haa vasam ziadi bashe...

Yeki bood, yeki nabood, zire gonbade kabood, yeho 7 kosmokh boodan, bad dige hich koodoomeshoon naboodan!

Khastam! bayad 2 jaa kar bokonam, va beram daneshgaah taa betoonam poole ghaza/benzine mashin ro dar biaram! yadetoone ke dabirestaan che shekli bood? yeho hame miraftim too in fekr ke daram baa zendegim alan man koja miram? alan be oonja residam dobare! midooni chera? chon shabaa mogheye khaab HICH chize khoobi ro nadaram ke dar barash fekr konam! HICH chize jalebo hayejan angizi too zendegim nist! Taa in 7 taa kosmokh gom shodan, manam khodamo gom kardam... va hich kas nemitoone bege ke man say nakardam ke injaa doost peyda konam. vali inaa hamashoon....... mongolan. Nemitoonam kalameye behtari too farsi vasash peyda konam alan, tanha kalameyi ke be zehnam miad, mongole. Engar ghavanine doosti, inja fargh dare baa hame jaaye dige. Kolan khosh gozarooni fargh dare.

ehtiaj daram ke ye kaar peyda konam ke behem ye chizi yaad bede, ke hadeaghal shaba mogheye khaab, ehsase khoobi behem dast bede ke man emrooz IN KAR ro kardam va az khodam raaziam...

kei, oonvare marze. mikham zoodtar september beshe ke betoone biad canada zendegi kone...

vagti adam az dast yeki shakiye, mire bikhe kheresho migire behesh mige... mire migiratesh be kotak... ye jori behesh mifahmone ke karesh eshtebah bude...
vaghti az donya shaki bashi..., vaghti az chizi be esme KHODA shaki bashi chi kar mikoni...?! mire yaghasho migiri dad saresh mizani...?! miri migirish be baade kotak...?! miri behesh migi CHERA...?! behesh migi mage chi kar karde bud...?! mituni behesh migi khoda nashnas...?! chi behehs migi...?! che joori behesh migi...?! koja peydash mikoni ke behesh begi...?!






akharin bar shayad chandin sal ghabl bud, shayad 10 12 sale pish bud ke be khatere marge kesi geryam nagerefte bud...





sabr...
faghat hamino mitunam arezoo konam...

mira

az tarafe digar doost nadaram ke be man dast bezanand. va in neshaneye besyar khatarnakist. digaran bazooye ham ra migirand ya daste ham ra mifesharand, shane be shane ye ham rah miravand, makhsoosan vaghti taze be ham miresand. man nemitavanam. dar in mored dastkhoshe noyi parishani shode am ke bimariam ra be khoobi ashkar mikonad. barayam ettefagh oftade ast ke fek mikonam ba labkhand zadan be kasi oo ra entekhab karde am. oo ra joda karde am, khaste am ke faghat oo shahede mohabbate man bashad. farde salem be hame labkhand mizanad. dar dasht aghlab rah haye khalvat tar ra entekhab mikonam, rah haye kam sar o seda tar ra. farde salem dar jost o jooye sar o seda va taharrok ast. vaghti be komake kasi miravam ke dar vaze zaeef tari gharar gerefte ast. fard e salem hamishe be aksariat mipeyvandad. baraye inke be kasi komak konam, kafi nist ke faghat mohtaje komak bashad, balke bayad man ham bekhaham ke be oo komak konam.

vaghti namayande ye komiteye ehsan baraye bardashte pooli ke har rooz bayad dar jabeye ehsan e nazdike dare khane begozarim miayad, bayad negaham ra bargardanam ta estefragh nakonam. bazi oghat ba khoorooje kargaran az karkhane rooberoo misham. mibinam ke hamegi daste jami biroon miayand, mesle kermi garm va moteharrek. roasa va daneshmandan ham hamrahe kargaran az karkhane biroon miayand. in hokme ghanoon ast. bana be mogharrarat anha ham uniform be tan mikonand, vali mishavad az digaran tashkhiseshan dad. garche sareshan ra payin miandazand va moohayeshan ra be tarafe bala shane karde and va roghan zade and,vali anha ra az haman negahe aval mishavad shenakht. in ra midanand va az in mozoo khejalat mikeshand. say mikonand ke ba kargaran shookhi konand, ba anha sharab minooshand, amma faghat khodeshan be shookhihayeshan mikhandand va sharabe oomoomi ra ham doost nadarand. vaghti anha ra mibinam ehsase ghami bozorg dar eyne hal shadiyi bozorg mikonam.

inha neshaneye bimarie man hastand. amma dalile anha ra bayad dar zaman haye gozashte jost o joo kard, va in ra movarrekhan nemitavanand tozih dahand. zira hameye movarrekhan eslah shode and va hich chiz ra be yad nadarand.


Mortelle
Frank Christopher

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ba arze mazerat khahi az hame! 2 rooze asabamo rikhte beham. tu weblog miam, hata post ha mitunam bezaram, vali comment nemitunam bezaram!!! bana bar in in ja commentamo vase LohrasP va Saleh mizaram!



1. LohrasP to ke baladi be dokhtara berini! berin behesh ta dast az saret bar dare! ya inke kolan divertesh kon bazar vase khodesh paaroo bezane!




2. "bebin!! joone madaret nazen!!!"yadete in jomlaro Saleh...?!avalin jomle'i ke be man gofti...un roozi ke umade budid allame 2; tu football behem gofti...