Friday, July 10, 2009

akhare haftast. tu otagheti; aderaz keshidi va dari be karaiy ke tu in hafte , mesle haftehaye ghabl, anjam dadi fekr mikoni. karaiy ke anjam dadi ta khodeto sargarm* koni. bi fayedast! televisiono roshan mikoni; kanala ro avaz mikoni. chizi nadare. rooye agahiye bazargani tavaghof mikoni. agahi tamom mishe, avaz kardane kanala shoro mishe. ye kanale dige agahi dare. uno negah mikoni va bad dobare donbale agahiye bazrgani migadi! in karo tekrar mikoni ta hata agahihaye bazargani ham barat tekrari mishe! televisiono khamosh mikoni. ketabe kenare takhteto barmidari. shoro mikoni be khondan. 7-8 safhe bishtar davom nemiari; mizarish kenar! engar na engar ke ketabye ke 2-3 sale pish khondi va kheili doosesh dashti va vaghti dobare didish kharidish; engar na engar! be saret mizane ke az khoone beri biroon. beri haminjori tu khaibon. vali in be zehnet mirese ke bayad ghabl az un ba adamiy ke chandan azashashon khoshet nemiad roo be roo beshi; ba hajme'i az so'al, ke hich vaght nafahmidi chera porside mishan, roo be roo beshi! fekresham hata azare mide!! monsaref mishi! tasmim migiri beri hamum. miri hamum.lebaseto dar miari. negahet miofte tu aiyne va khodeto mibini; negahet motevaghef mishe. az khodet, az heykalet badet maid! pashimon mishi; lebaseto dobare tanet mikoni va dobare barmigardi be otaghet. mobileto barmidari va shomare migiri: A: salam. B: salam. A: khoobi? B: are khoobam. to che tori? A: ey manam bad nistam. che khabar? chi kara mikoni? B: hichi, to che khabar? A:manam hichi! dige che khabar? B: dige..., hichi, hich khabr! B: chera saketi? A: chi begam?! B: nemidoonam. A: man beram dastshoiy, badan age shd behet zang bezanam?! B: bashe, boro! A: pas khodafez! B: khodafez! . mobileto mizaro kenare takhtet! dobare be karaiy ke tu hafete anjam dadi ta khodeto sargarm* koni, na behtar begam, ke khodeto gol* bezani, fekr mikoni. hich kodom fayede'i nadashte! hich vaght kola bardare khoobi nemishi! fekr mikoni bazam! che ghadr mitoni to ahmagh bashi?!! bazam fekr mikoni. donbale ye chizi migardi. say mikoni peydash koni vali engar talashet bi fayedast! bazam say mikoni ke donbale chizi ke hasti begardi; vali bazam peydash nemikoni. vali na, shayad..., nemidonam... rahe dige'i bara sargarm* kardane khodet be zehnet mirese; internet! miri tuye internet. maileto baz mikoni. hata inja ham khabari nist! dari mailaye tablighatiro entekhab mikoni ta pakeshon koni. labkhand mizani..., ba masoomiyate bachegane'i labe paiyneto aroom ba dandoon migirio..., labkhandet bishtar mishe... ye nafar davatname'i ke baraye neveshtan tu blog barash ferestade boodio ghabul karde!! va labkhand hamchenan baghist... az poshte computer boland mishi, miri tuye takhtet. labkhnd hamchenan baghist...
akhare haftast....