mitoonam alan begam ke az madrese taa khoone, piyadero az chand taa az in blockhaaye simani ke mese kashiye sakhte shode. mitoonam begam ke koodoomeshon kojahashoon tarak dare!
[age alan pishe khodet yaa be yeki dige dary migi ke dare khali mibande o nemitoone, yedoone boland be khodet begoo AHMAGH o bezan too sare khodet!]
i say what i mean,
and i mean what i say,
unless of course i dont mean it.
tahala kasi IAN [ ee yan khoonde she please ] sedam nakarde bood ke inam sedam kardan! dasteshoon dard nakone! goftan ke mese yenafaram ke ye sal azam bozorgtare. albate bad az inke goftam LohrasP sedam konin, mozooye IAN faramoosh shod! mostly loras [ lor ass khonde she plz! albate hich ghasdi dar ghesmate "ass"esh nadaran! trust me! ] sedam mikonan, vali nokteye jalebe dige ine ke LOR ham sedam mikonan... talk about koongoshadi...
Saturday, September 23, 2006
mitoonam alan begam ke az madrese taa khoone, piyadero az chand taa az in blockhaaye simani ke mese kashiye sakhte shode. mitoonam begam ke koodoomeshon kojahashoon tarak dare!
[age alan pishe khodet yaa be yeki dige dary migi ke dare khali mibande o nemitoone, yedoone boland be khodet begoo AHMAGH o bezan too sare khodet!]
i say what i mean,
and i mean what i say,
unless of course i dont mean it.
tahala kasi IAN [ ee yan khoonde she please ] sedam nakarde bood ke inam sedam kardan! dasteshoon dard nakone! goftan ke mese yenafaram ke ye sal azam bozorgtare. albate bad az inke goftam LohrasP sedam konin, mozooye IAN faramoosh shod! mostly loras [ lor ass khonde she plz! albate hich ghasdi dar ghesmate "ass"esh nadaran! trust me! ] sedam mikonan, vali nokteye jalebe dige ine ke LOR ham sedam mikonan... talk about koongoshadi...
[age alan pishe khodet yaa be yeki dige dary migi ke dare khali mibande o nemitoone, yedoone boland be khodet begoo AHMAGH o bezan too sare khodet!]
i say what i mean,
and i mean what i say,
unless of course i dont mean it.
tahala kasi IAN [ ee yan khoonde she please ] sedam nakarde bood ke inam sedam kardan! dasteshoon dard nakone! goftan ke mese yenafaram ke ye sal azam bozorgtare. albate bad az inke goftam LohrasP sedam konin, mozooye IAN faramoosh shod! mostly loras [ lor ass khonde she plz! albate hich ghasdi dar ghesmate "ass"esh nadaran! trust me! ] sedam mikonan, vali nokteye jalebe dige ine ke LOR ham sedam mikonan... talk about koongoshadi...
Friday, September 15, 2006
khbo sina azam khastesh ke benevisam inja o ye zare khabar bedam, pas minevisam... faghat begam ke dalile aslie inke man neminevisam ine ke hanooz internet nadarim khoone o alanam daram az madrese minevisam. age in yaroo zanikeye badakhlagh bebinatam, migam daram maghale minevisam:)) nemidoonin cheghad hal mide ye jaa dars bekhooni ke faghat 2 nafar zabooneto mifahman!=))
avalin khabare khoob ine ke telemoon vasl shod. age bekhain injaro begirin, bayad begirin 001 403 2522110 . avali code e amrica o canadast. badish code e alberta. 7 raghame akhar ham shomare tele khoonamoone!;) faghat havasetoon bashe ke saate 10:30 sobhe oonja, mishe saate 12e shabe inja!
internet tooye 2 hafte dige bayad vasl beshe hatman... khoda midoone daghigh key...
addrese khoone : canada-AB-Calgary-56 Hamlet rd. SW- apt.# 131- postal code t3v-3c8
in 2shanbeyi ke dare miyad, daram miram camping. jozvi az nomreye phys.ed. [ physical education ] emoon hastesh ke ya bayad raft, yaa bayad paper tahvil dad. ke khob maloome man hazeram beram taa paper bedam
mosabeghaate basket engaar too november yaa september hastesh. kholase 1-2 maah dige bayad sabr konam. vali khoshhalan ke ye bazikone jadid peyda kardan!;)
hanooz ham az nazare raftary, eyne ghablan baham!:)) faghat jorat nadaran harf bezanan!:)) shenidan ke iraniaa o iraq iaa o afghanestaan iaa kheyli khafanan!:)) vase hamin hata chap ham negah nemikonan!:)) vali say mikonan jaayi nabashan ke man hastam o hade axare doory ro azam bokonan !!!:D hata sare kelasam ke bayad goorooh beshim, man hamishe akhar mimoonam ke ye nafar be zoor baham hamgooroohi beshe!:)) in taghriban 5-6 baar vasam etefagh oftade!;)
riyazish kashke, vali man shodam 20 az 23 !!!! be khatere inke ye mashinhesaabe khafan bayad bekhary o ye sery kaaraa ro bayad baa oon bokoni ke maa aslan balad nistim!=)) ye joorayi az 1vale rahnamayishoon beheshoon yaad midan baa mashin hesabe kaar konan ke man faghat 2 haftas daram say mikonam yaad begiram! vase hamin 3 nomre kam ovordam!:)) kiram dahane zendegi... na?!!!
har kodoomemoon biyaim injaa, mishin anishtain!!! che az nazare tajrobe, che az nazare darsi, che az nazare perspective, che az nazare fahm che az nazare dark:)) az hame nazar!=)) yani inke vaghan bazi moghe haa fekr mikonam ke chera inaa insheklian!:)) man ye zare tozih dadam ke iran che sheklie o chemidoonam 2khtar pesar raah nemiran baa hamdige o sakhtiyaa o azaadiye bayan o az in kossheraa, hamashoon kaf karde boodan! migoftan ke shomaha kheyli shakhsiyate mohkami darin!:))=)) albate shayad be khatere ine ke oonkelasi ke toosh boodam, hame 2 sal koochiktaran! [ 2taa az kelasam male grad 10 iyaast dige!;) ] vali khob, ye kam ke che arz konam... kheyli vahshatnaak tar az ooliyaaye khodemoon az mozoo o donya partan!=)) faghat az nazare sex oghdeyi nistan ke ooliaaye maa hastan!;)
daram farda miram mic o headphone [ tavajoh beshe, head set na!:D headphone! koone hasoodash besooze! ] bekharam! chon ke in yaroo farhade DJbox o mixer gerefte! miram khoone oon o basat ro pahn mikonam o karo edame midam!!! omidvaram ziyad baa mamanam inaa be moshkele akhlaghi nakhoram!!!:))
are, rooz be rooz daram afsorde tar misham!;) majboor shodam 2bare daftarche khaateraat benevisam :)) khande daare!!!:))
asabam vaghan raahattare! vaghan! faghat nemidoonam chera kheyli kam mishe ke adam betoone beine tanhayi o aramesh ye miaangin peyda kone...
http://schools.cbe.ab.ca/b836/ rasty in linke madresam... har chi bekhain toosh dare rajebe madrese...
nemidoonam chera nemitoonam jeloye khodamo begiram ke ino begam : mahan, hata age koor shode basham, az chizaayi ke didam ghable koor shodanam estefade mikonam va inke hanooz ye nafar ro too donya daram ke hamechizo vasam bege o beshnavam. khob? be ghole sina asabi nashodam! narahatam nashodam! man faghat suprise shodam! vaghan suprise shodam!!!
vaghan delam vase mahdad o shibily tang shode!!! baa inke modam scrap bazi mikonam baa shibily... vali delam tang shode! mahdadam ke daram mimiram baahash beharfam!!!
balakhare kasi be khashayar zang zad oonaro bege?!:(( man zooram az in posht behesh nemirese!!! age oonjaa boodam zooresh mikardam vali az injaa zooram nemirese! yeki bezange oonaro besh bege plz!:((
hanooz adat nakardam too toilethaashoon berinam!!!:))
owh! ye chizi yadam ooamd!!! shomaha ahang "refighaaye past fetrat" ro nashnidin na?! hamooni ke ferestadim alman! yaroo khode producere roosh khoond faghat! 2taaye dige goftan ke inaa keifiyate sedashoon kharabe, nemikhoonim!!!
http://www.4shared.com/file/3747674/23f3a517/refighaye_pastfetrat.html
inam linkesh!;)
fekr konam dige haminaast dige... dige hich chize khasi nist ke begam... na? fekr konam hamine dige... age daste jami ax gereftin, vasam beferestin! mikhaam!;)
avalin khabare khoob ine ke telemoon vasl shod. age bekhain injaro begirin, bayad begirin 001 403 2522110 . avali code e amrica o canadast. badish code e alberta. 7 raghame akhar ham shomare tele khoonamoone!;) faghat havasetoon bashe ke saate 10:30 sobhe oonja, mishe saate 12e shabe inja!
internet tooye 2 hafte dige bayad vasl beshe hatman... khoda midoone daghigh key...
addrese khoone : canada-AB-Calgary-56 Hamlet rd. SW- apt.# 131- postal code t3v-3c8
in 2shanbeyi ke dare miyad, daram miram camping. jozvi az nomreye phys.ed. [ physical education ] emoon hastesh ke ya bayad raft, yaa bayad paper tahvil dad. ke khob maloome man hazeram beram taa paper bedam
mosabeghaate basket engaar too november yaa september hastesh. kholase 1-2 maah dige bayad sabr konam. vali khoshhalan ke ye bazikone jadid peyda kardan!;)
hanooz ham az nazare raftary, eyne ghablan baham!:)) faghat jorat nadaran harf bezanan!:)) shenidan ke iraniaa o iraq iaa o afghanestaan iaa kheyli khafanan!:)) vase hamin hata chap ham negah nemikonan!:)) vali say mikonan jaayi nabashan ke man hastam o hade axare doory ro azam bokonan !!!:D hata sare kelasam ke bayad goorooh beshim, man hamishe akhar mimoonam ke ye nafar be zoor baham hamgooroohi beshe!:)) in taghriban 5-6 baar vasam etefagh oftade!;)
riyazish kashke, vali man shodam 20 az 23 !!!! be khatere inke ye mashinhesaabe khafan bayad bekhary o ye sery kaaraa ro bayad baa oon bokoni ke maa aslan balad nistim!=)) ye joorayi az 1vale rahnamayishoon beheshoon yaad midan baa mashin hesabe kaar konan ke man faghat 2 haftas daram say mikonam yaad begiram! vase hamin 3 nomre kam ovordam!:)) kiram dahane zendegi... na?!!!
har kodoomemoon biyaim injaa, mishin anishtain!!! che az nazare tajrobe, che az nazare darsi, che az nazare perspective, che az nazare fahm che az nazare dark:)) az hame nazar!=)) yani inke vaghan bazi moghe haa fekr mikonam ke chera inaa insheklian!:)) man ye zare tozih dadam ke iran che sheklie o chemidoonam 2khtar pesar raah nemiran baa hamdige o sakhtiyaa o azaadiye bayan o az in kossheraa, hamashoon kaf karde boodan! migoftan ke shomaha kheyli shakhsiyate mohkami darin!:))=)) albate shayad be khatere ine ke oonkelasi ke toosh boodam, hame 2 sal koochiktaran! [ 2taa az kelasam male grad 10 iyaast dige!;) ] vali khob, ye kam ke che arz konam... kheyli vahshatnaak tar az ooliyaaye khodemoon az mozoo o donya partan!=)) faghat az nazare sex oghdeyi nistan ke ooliaaye maa hastan!;)
daram farda miram mic o headphone [ tavajoh beshe, head set na!:D headphone! koone hasoodash besooze! ] bekharam! chon ke in yaroo farhade DJbox o mixer gerefte! miram khoone oon o basat ro pahn mikonam o karo edame midam!!! omidvaram ziyad baa mamanam inaa be moshkele akhlaghi nakhoram!!!:))
are, rooz be rooz daram afsorde tar misham!;) majboor shodam 2bare daftarche khaateraat benevisam :)) khande daare!!!:))
asabam vaghan raahattare! vaghan! faghat nemidoonam chera kheyli kam mishe ke adam betoone beine tanhayi o aramesh ye miaangin peyda kone...
http://schools.cbe.ab.ca/b836/ rasty in linke madresam... har chi bekhain toosh dare rajebe madrese...
nemidoonam chera nemitoonam jeloye khodamo begiram ke ino begam : mahan, hata age koor shode basham, az chizaayi ke didam ghable koor shodanam estefade mikonam va inke hanooz ye nafar ro too donya daram ke hamechizo vasam bege o beshnavam. khob? be ghole sina asabi nashodam! narahatam nashodam! man faghat suprise shodam! vaghan suprise shodam!!!
vaghan delam vase mahdad o shibily tang shode!!! baa inke modam scrap bazi mikonam baa shibily... vali delam tang shode! mahdadam ke daram mimiram baahash beharfam!!!
balakhare kasi be khashayar zang zad oonaro bege?!:(( man zooram az in posht behesh nemirese!!! age oonjaa boodam zooresh mikardam vali az injaa zooram nemirese! yeki bezange oonaro besh bege plz!:((
hanooz adat nakardam too toilethaashoon berinam!!!:))
owh! ye chizi yadam ooamd!!! shomaha ahang "refighaaye past fetrat" ro nashnidin na?! hamooni ke ferestadim alman! yaroo khode producere roosh khoond faghat! 2taaye dige goftan ke inaa keifiyate sedashoon kharabe, nemikhoonim!!!
http://www.4shared.com/file/3747674/23f3a517/refighaye_pastfetrat.html
inam linkesh!;)
fekr konam dige haminaast dige... dige hich chize khasi nist ke begam... na? fekr konam hamine dige... age daste jami ax gereftin, vasam beferestin! mikhaam!;)
baraye rahatie shoma dar tarjome...matn ro in payin avordam...:"قاسم مهربونم
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akhe badan eteraz mikonan ke chera shargh baste shod...khob too safeye agahi hash hamin cherto pert ha ro mizad dige...
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p.n.didam jav kheyli zayast ...khodamam asabam khoord mishod har rooz in chan ta poste akhar ro mididam...goftam ye zare bekhandim...bebakhshid kam bood...mikhayd joke ham tarif konam....?bashe...:
"ye rooz basijie mire pishe agha mige agha in chafieye shoma tabaroke hame miboosanesh...?mige hamiiiiiiiiid"
base dige khodamo loos nakonam... doostan movazebe khodetoon bashid...
Saturday, September 09, 2006
khob hala javab
khob hala javabe oun soalai ke rabti be soue tafahome morede bahs nadasht ... in posto paknakon.
aval dar morede senoghte ... midouni senoghte yani chi? (daram ba tohin amiztarin lahne momken migam chon beyeki az osoule zendegim gir dadi) yani inke mikhasam in harfaro rou dar rou begam ... mikham bebinam tarafam che axolamali neshoun mide ... na to na 7tamoun ... vase hame ... man vase harki sms bezanam ya mail bezanam ... "..." yani inke to (ya har khare dige) bayad inja harf bezane ... are halam az postaye shounsad khati beham mikhore ... ba senoghte tarafamo adam farz mikonam ... mizaram nafas bekeshe ... adami ke mitoune harf bezane ... mitoune 2zarish biofte ... mitoune gerye kone ... mitoune fosh bede ... menat keshi kone ... tahte tasir gharar begire. velesh konam yani ... yani man goh zadam be inke man injuri bayad harfamo bezanam ... yani ridam tou inke rabeteye 2nafar bayad inghadr ahmaghane be gouz band bashe ... be ye delete kardan ...
in vasat chanta soal boud ke rabti be inja nadasht (miparam azashoun.)
sina ... age yezare fek kardi man azinke nayoumadi narahat shodam ... ya asan ehsasi nesbat bein mozou daram ... are hamin alan goureto az zendegim gomkon biroun ... JEDI migam ... in ahmaghane tarin harfi boud ke tou postet boud ... mifahmi ... asanam be dalilat kari nadaram ... be toxmamam nis ... age hamchin fekri kardi ... gomsho
bachei sina ... sina ... sobhe oun rouz 11 saleh oumad ... 12.5 idin ... 2 raftim biroun ... man 4class dashtam ... ta 6 ... 7:30 residam khoune ... 4saat dars khoundam ... va khabidam ... ama hameye ina dalil nemishe ke b ehet sms nazade basham ... sina ... tou 24 saate gozashte 3-4ta sms behet zadam ke hichkodoumo javab nadadi ... khob naresidan be dastet be jahanam ... beza bargardam aghab tar ... rouze tavalode helia zang nazadi ... ino nemikhasam begam sina vali hala ke injur shod migam (hameye postet ye souetafahome bozorg benazaram mioumad , ama alan zaheran dari chizaE ke mounde rou deleto migi pas manam migam, ham to khali mishi ham man) midouni ... man dous daram doustam ro tou chizai ke dousteshoun daram sharik konam ... be nesbate doustie bishtar ... chizaye doustdashtani tar ... nahayate lezate manam tavalode helia boud ... nemitounestam ama age mitounesam migoftam biai ounja ... goftam zang bezani ... vase chi? ... are vase inke tou oun mogheiat toham sharik beshi ... sina har 3dafei ke man beht goftam delkhoram sare ye hamchin majaraE boude ... nemikham behesh fek konam ke daghighan chera ... ama sina ... hamounjouri ke kheyli dous dashtam shabe raftane helia ro bato basham ... rouze boudanesham doust dashtam kenaram bashi ...
dige soale ghabele javab dadani nemibinam
bazam mazerat mikham ke ye hamchin eshtebahi kardam
p.s. neikham begam yeki bayad bere biroun ya na ... ama alan behem sabet shode (ba eshtebahe khodam na ba harfaye to) ke oun adam bayad man basham ... vali nemikham man basham ...
aval dar morede senoghte ... midouni senoghte yani chi? (daram ba tohin amiztarin lahne momken migam chon beyeki az osoule zendegim gir dadi) yani inke mikhasam in harfaro rou dar rou begam ... mikham bebinam tarafam che axolamali neshoun mide ... na to na 7tamoun ... vase hame ... man vase harki sms bezanam ya mail bezanam ... "..." yani inke to (ya har khare dige) bayad inja harf bezane ... are halam az postaye shounsad khati beham mikhore ... ba senoghte tarafamo adam farz mikonam ... mizaram nafas bekeshe ... adami ke mitoune harf bezane ... mitoune 2zarish biofte ... mitoune gerye kone ... mitoune fosh bede ... menat keshi kone ... tahte tasir gharar begire. velesh konam yani ... yani man goh zadam be inke man injuri bayad harfamo bezanam ... yani ridam tou inke rabeteye 2nafar bayad inghadr ahmaghane be gouz band bashe ... be ye delete kardan ...
in vasat chanta soal boud ke rabti be inja nadasht (miparam azashoun.)
sina ... age yezare fek kardi man azinke nayoumadi narahat shodam ... ya asan ehsasi nesbat bein mozou daram ... are hamin alan goureto az zendegim gomkon biroun ... JEDI migam ... in ahmaghane tarin harfi boud ke tou postet boud ... mifahmi ... asanam be dalilat kari nadaram ... be toxmamam nis ... age hamchin fekri kardi ... gomsho
bachei sina ... sina ... sobhe oun rouz 11 saleh oumad ... 12.5 idin ... 2 raftim biroun ... man 4class dashtam ... ta 6 ... 7:30 residam khoune ... 4saat dars khoundam ... va khabidam ... ama hameye ina dalil nemishe ke b ehet sms nazade basham ... sina ... tou 24 saate gozashte 3-4ta sms behet zadam ke hichkodoumo javab nadadi ... khob naresidan be dastet be jahanam ... beza bargardam aghab tar ... rouze tavalode helia zang nazadi ... ino nemikhasam begam sina vali hala ke injur shod migam (hameye postet ye souetafahome bozorg benazaram mioumad , ama alan zaheran dari chizaE ke mounde rou deleto migi pas manam migam, ham to khali mishi ham man) midouni ... man dous daram doustam ro tou chizai ke dousteshoun daram sharik konam ... be nesbate doustie bishtar ... chizaye doustdashtani tar ... nahayate lezate manam tavalode helia boud ... nemitounestam ama age mitounesam migoftam biai ounja ... goftam zang bezani ... vase chi? ... are vase inke tou oun mogheiat toham sharik beshi ... sina har 3dafei ke man beht goftam delkhoram sare ye hamchin majaraE boude ... nemikham behesh fek konam ke daghighan chera ... ama sina ... hamounjouri ke kheyli dous dashtam shabe raftane helia ro bato basham ... rouze boudanesham doust dashtam kenaram bashi ...
dige soale ghabele javab dadani nemibinam
bazam mazerat mikham ke ye hamchin eshtebahi kardam
p.s. neikham begam yeki bayad bere biroun ya na ... ama alan behem sabet shode (ba eshtebahe khodam na ba harfaye to) ke oun adam bayad man basham ... vali nemikham man basham ...
AHMAGH
indafe ba khodamam ... are ... postamo pak kardam ... tou in 4-5sali ke tou blogaye mokhtalef neveshtam ... hich vaght inkaro nakarde budam ... man KHARAM ... shayadam na ... shayadam man az hame dourtaram ... nemidounam goure babash ... sina man eshtebah kardam ... ye eshtebahe TOXMI ... yani nemidounam chejuri begam ... khoube ke in 2hafte nemibinamet ta majbur besham behet begam chie... azat mikham ham poste khodeto pak koni ... ham age salah dounesT ino ... SINA man hameye posteto nakhoundam ... chon halam bad shod ... az inke man cheghadr ahmagham ... bebakhshid sina jan ... sharmandam ... ama jalebe ke shomaha ham nafahmidin eshtebahamo ...
faghat narahat shodam, hamin. na asabam khord shod, na asabani shodam az dastet.
man daram javabeto minebisam Mahan. vali bezarid aval manzooramo az poastam benebisam. har ki har chizi be gheir az commente LohrasP bardasht karde, eshtebah karde. ESHTEBAH!
nemikhad be khodet barchasbe kheng boodano bezanio begi ke nemifahmi va khodeto tabra'e koni. khob ham mifahmike daram chi migam. mna bargashtam be koja? man koja boodam? az koja dari in harfo mizani chi didi ke migi bar gashtam be chand vaghte pisham? etefaghan bar ax; dige gharar nist bar gardam be jaie ke az azare sale pish ta ordibehesht emsal boodam bargardam; dige gharar nist be halo havaye tabestoone sale pish bargardam; dige gharar nist shekamamo ba sigar besozonam; dige gharar nist baazoo haam va sinamo ba tigh khat bendazam va beshinam be khoni ke dare azashon micheke negah konam va akharesh hamasho ba dastam jam konam va bokhoram; dige gharar nist ba khodanm rooye aiineye otagham chiz benebisam; dige gharar nist beram kooche zoghalia tu tajrish ba tarso larz aragh begiram ke shaba bokhoram; dige gharar nist shaba chanta ghorse aram bakhsho hasasiato kodo'in bokhoram ke begiram bekhabam. dige hich kodom az ina nist Mahan. pas bikhodi nago ke darambar migardam be jaii ke chand vaghte pish boodam.
man nemidoonam ke chi Mahan? chera bikhodi 3 noghte mizari? 3 noghte mizari ke chi? ke begi ke harfeto nemizani va kheili bozorgvari? ke masalan az kheili az chiza migzari? ke chi? chera harfeto nemizani? chera velesh konam? age mikhay velesh konam aslan chera harfeto mizani?
yani ch9i bargard GAAV? bargardam koja? bargardam be chi? bargardam be hamon jaii ke boodam? be hamon vaghti ke oon kara ro mikardam? sharmande; man dige be oon ja barnemigardam. age manzoooret ineke bargardam be samte to, bargardam be samte shoma haa, age manzooret ine, man ke jaii naratam. agaram manzooret gheir az inast bikhodi 3 noghte nazar. bia harf bezan. ham be khodam begoo, ham bia inja benebis. mesle poste webloget nakon ke faghat benebisi sina ham mano dige doost nadare ke badesham adamaii mesle idaw bian began "che ghadr to ghadr nashnasi" va vaghti ham ghazie ro barashon tarif mikoni, migan "khob chi begam?"
chi harfe khodame? chio nemiporsamo nemiporsam montazeram biay begi? chio nemidooni? chi shayad doroste? bejaie inke bikhodi 3 noghte bezari bia harfeto bezan. harf bezan. mesle Idin nakon ke chanta jomleye naamafhoom benebise va badesh baghieie melat began "aaaahh, bichare idin".
age oon rooz 1shanbe nayomadam khonatoon be khatre in bood ke man az ye hafte ghablesh ba ye nafar tu khone tanha boodam. hamoon adami ke nazasht man biam tavalodet. mikhay bedooni baraye chi? fagaht be khatere adrese khonatoon. are, faghat be khatre inke khonatoon shahrak bood. hamin! har chand age behsh migoftam ke mikham biam khonatoon va onam ejaze midad, fardash tu madrese vasam kelas gozashtan. mitooni beporsi; avali n 1shanbei ke aalipor umad sare kelasemono ta 12:30 kelase fogholade gozasht. fekr mikoni man delam nemikhast ke biam va pishetoon basham? hich kodometon oon rooz behem sms ham nazadid. are manam nazadam. vali shoma ha ham nazadid.
Mahan jan fekr konam harfaii ke bad bargashtanet az mosaferat zadio yadet rafte.
Mahan ta hala chand bar omadi pisham va behem gofti ke azam delkhori ya delet azam pore? 3 bar ta hala omadi va in hafa ro zadi. mage har baresh azat naporsidam ke "chera?"? behem javab dadi? ya soalamo bi javab gozasti?
Mahan, javabe harfaamo bede. javabe tak take soalamo.
Mahan age ina ro gharar bood ke hozoori behet begam, hich kodom az jomle hamo ba lahne asabani behet nemigoftam. chon asabani naboodam, alanam nistam. hamasho aroom beht migoftam va azat javab mikhastam. alanam azat javab mikham.
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age fekr mikonid ke donyaaye alane man, rabti be donyaaye shoma 5ta nadare dige, behem begid ke az weblog beram biroon. narahat ham nemisham. bekhatere inke hadaf az in weblog ye chize va oonam moheme va bayad donbal beshe (albate age hanooz yadetoon bashe).motmaen bashid hich etefaghe digei ham nemiofte va hamoniaii ke boodim baa ham, hamona ham khahim mond.
nemikhad be khodet barchasbe kheng boodano bezanio begi ke nemifahmi va khodeto tabra'e koni. khob ham mifahmike daram chi migam. mna bargashtam be koja? man koja boodam? az koja dari in harfo mizani chi didi ke migi bar gashtam be chand vaghte pisham? etefaghan bar ax; dige gharar nist bar gardam be jaie ke az azare sale pish ta ordibehesht emsal boodam bargardam; dige gharar nist be halo havaye tabestoone sale pish bargardam; dige gharar nist shekamamo ba sigar besozonam; dige gharar nist baazoo haam va sinamo ba tigh khat bendazam va beshinam be khoni ke dare azashon micheke negah konam va akharesh hamasho ba dastam jam konam va bokhoram; dige gharar nist ba khodanm rooye aiineye otagham chiz benebisam; dige gharar nist beram kooche zoghalia tu tajrish ba tarso larz aragh begiram ke shaba bokhoram; dige gharar nist shaba chanta ghorse aram bakhsho hasasiato kodo'in bokhoram ke begiram bekhabam. dige hich kodom az ina nist Mahan. pas bikhodi nago ke darambar migardam be jaii ke chand vaghte pish boodam.
man nemidoonam ke chi Mahan? chera bikhodi 3 noghte mizari? 3 noghte mizari ke chi? ke begi ke harfeto nemizani va kheili bozorgvari? ke masalan az kheili az chiza migzari? ke chi? chera harfeto nemizani? chera velesh konam? age mikhay velesh konam aslan chera harfeto mizani?
yani ch9i bargard GAAV? bargardam koja? bargardam be chi? bargardam be hamon jaii ke boodam? be hamon vaghti ke oon kara ro mikardam? sharmande; man dige be oon ja barnemigardam. age manzoooret ineke bargardam be samte to, bargardam be samte shoma haa, age manzooret ine, man ke jaii naratam. agaram manzooret gheir az inast bikhodi 3 noghte nazar. bia harf bezan. ham be khodam begoo, ham bia inja benebis. mesle poste webloget nakon ke faghat benebisi sina ham mano dige doost nadare ke badesham adamaii mesle idaw bian began "che ghadr to ghadr nashnasi" va vaghti ham ghazie ro barashon tarif mikoni, migan "khob chi begam?"
chi harfe khodame? chio nemiporsamo nemiporsam montazeram biay begi? chio nemidooni? chi shayad doroste? bejaie inke bikhodi 3 noghte bezari bia harfeto bezan. harf bezan. mesle Idin nakon ke chanta jomleye naamafhoom benebise va badesh baghieie melat began "aaaahh, bichare idin".
age oon rooz 1shanbe nayomadam khonatoon be khatre in bood ke man az ye hafte ghablesh ba ye nafar tu khone tanha boodam. hamoon adami ke nazasht man biam tavalodet. mikhay bedooni baraye chi? fagaht be khatere adrese khonatoon. are, faghat be khatre inke khonatoon shahrak bood. hamin! har chand age behsh migoftam ke mikham biam khonatoon va onam ejaze midad, fardash tu madrese vasam kelas gozashtan. mitooni beporsi; avali n 1shanbei ke aalipor umad sare kelasemono ta 12:30 kelase fogholade gozasht. fekr mikoni man delam nemikhast ke biam va pishetoon basham? hich kodometon oon rooz behem sms ham nazadid. are manam nazadam. vali shoma ha ham nazadid.
Mahan jan fekr konam harfaii ke bad bargashtanet az mosaferat zadio yadet rafte.
Mahan ta hala chand bar omadi pisham va behem gofti ke azam delkhori ya delet azam pore? 3 bar ta hala omadi va in hafa ro zadi. mage har baresh azat naporsidam ke "chera?"? behem javab dadi? ya soalamo bi javab gozasti?
Mahan, javabe harfaamo bede. javabe tak take soalamo.
Mahan age ina ro gharar bood ke hozoori behet begam, hich kodom az jomle hamo ba lahne asabani behet nemigoftam. chon asabani naboodam, alanam nistam. hamasho aroom beht migoftam va azat javab mikhastam. alanam azat javab mikham.
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age fekr mikonid ke donyaaye alane man, rabti be donyaaye shoma 5ta nadare dige, behem begid ke az weblog beram biroon. narahat ham nemisham. bekhatere inke hadaf az in weblog ye chize va oonam moheme va bayad donbal beshe (albate age hanooz yadetoon bashe).motmaen bashid hich etefaghe digei ham nemiofte va hamoniaii ke boodim baa ham, hamona ham khahim mond.
Tuesday, September 05, 2006
Friday, September 01, 2006
hamishe vasam jaleb boode ke too filmaa mididam ke yaroo inghad "adam bade" hastesh o inghad karaye bad mikone... yani be ebaraty chejoory ye nafar inghad "EVIL" mishe... hich vaght nemifahmidam ke akhe baba, cheshekli mishe ke ye nafar injoory bashe aslan... va hamishe be khodam javab midadam tooye filme...
alan daram mifahmam ke faghat tooye film nist.
yavash yavash mitoonam dark konameshoon.
emrooz raftam madrese... saate 12:15 gharar bood ke behemoon toure madrese ro bedan... [ madreseyi ke toosh hastam alan, hade aghal 4-5 barabare allamehellie ]... avalesh ke tour dahande haa 5 nafar boodan o kasayi ke gharar bood beheshoon tour dade beshe ham 5 nafar... bad yavash yavash tedaademoon bishtar shod... shodim hoodoodan 15 nafar... va yaroo teachere oomad tozihaat dad o az in harfaa o badesh be tour dahande haa goftesh ke taghsimeshoon konin beine khodetoon... oonam shooroo kardan mese team keshi, doone doone har koodoom be nobat ye nafar ro entekhaab mikardan ke maa ino migardoonim taa inke 3nafare temaeshoon 2rost beshe o beran tour ro bedan... hads bezanin ki akhar bardashte shod...
khob nemidoonam, in chizaa ziyad vasam mohem nist, va ghat'an chizi nist ke gharare 2nbalesh begardam... shayad faghat ine ke adat nadaram behesh... hade aghal 3 sal tooye bahaltarin gooroohe madrese boodam o joloon midadam balakhare... its just that im not really used to it... va inshekli nist ke alan narahat basham, ya delkhor, yaa afsorde... faghat ine ke shayad daram mifahmam ke be ham zadane adathaaye gondeye zendegi, makhsoosan tooye shakhsiate adam, cheghad sakhte...
what can i say, like our guidance teacher sayed to me, itll build personality... n seems like im gonno need alot of that
p.s.: inja ham tooye dabirestan nemizaran dastmal sar bebandam...how fucked up is that?...
alan daram mifahmam ke faghat tooye film nist.
yavash yavash mitoonam dark konameshoon.
emrooz raftam madrese... saate 12:15 gharar bood ke behemoon toure madrese ro bedan... [ madreseyi ke toosh hastam alan, hade aghal 4-5 barabare allamehellie ]... avalesh ke tour dahande haa 5 nafar boodan o kasayi ke gharar bood beheshoon tour dade beshe ham 5 nafar... bad yavash yavash tedaademoon bishtar shod... shodim hoodoodan 15 nafar... va yaroo teachere oomad tozihaat dad o az in harfaa o badesh be tour dahande haa goftesh ke taghsimeshoon konin beine khodetoon... oonam shooroo kardan mese team keshi, doone doone har koodoom be nobat ye nafar ro entekhaab mikardan ke maa ino migardoonim taa inke 3nafare temaeshoon 2rost beshe o beran tour ro bedan... hads bezanin ki akhar bardashte shod...
khob nemidoonam, in chizaa ziyad vasam mohem nist, va ghat'an chizi nist ke gharare 2nbalesh begardam... shayad faghat ine ke adat nadaram behesh... hade aghal 3 sal tooye bahaltarin gooroohe madrese boodam o joloon midadam balakhare... its just that im not really used to it... va inshekli nist ke alan narahat basham, ya delkhor, yaa afsorde... faghat ine ke shayad daram mifahmam ke be ham zadane adathaaye gondeye zendegi, makhsoosan tooye shakhsiate adam, cheghad sakhte...
what can i say, like our guidance teacher sayed to me, itll build personality... n seems like im gonno need alot of that
p.s.: inja ham tooye dabirestan nemizaran dastmal sar bebandam...how fucked up is that?...
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