jalebe ke ye kalameye "dooste besiyar samimiye mamooli" cheghad mitoone adamo zajr bede! na?!
khob adam avalesh ye joory rabetehasho tarif mikone... hade aghal bishtare adama in karo mikonan... va man az in kaar badam miyad... kheyli ham badam miyad... doost daram k ehamoon ghad ke rabete potansiel dare o mitoone, jelo bere va hich kas yaa hich chiz natoone jelosho begire va hata khode man ham komakesh konam ke jelo bere... harcheghad bishtar, behtar...

na, man dige khodam nistam... chera man khodam nistam?! chera nemitoonam khodamo contorol konam?! chera asabani misham zood?! chera modam daad mizanam?! man inshekli boodam ke aroome aroom boodam... bad hamishe negah mikardam... hamishe goosh mikardam va hamishe hichi nemigoftam, taa ye mogheyiat be dast biyaram taa inke hameye harfaam o betoonam sabet konam... jory ke dige ehtiyaj be bahs kardan nabashe... vali alan dige oonjoory nistam... aslan oonjoory nistam! alan zood asabani misham! kheyli zood!

ba medad rooye kaghaz mishe nevesht... shayad carbonhaaye rooye kaghaz bad az ye modat paak shan, vali tooye zehne adam, hich vaght hichi paak nemishe... khob?!
makhsoosan age oon adam man basham... ke tak take chizaayi ke ye moghe be dardam khordan, yaa be dardam khahand khord va a ye zare mohem boodan ro yadam mimoone... magar inke be zarare man, yaa ye nafar ke kheyli doosesh daram bashe... pas negaran nabash... jaayi ke jazebe nabashe, vazn mani nadare...

digejaa nadaram sina...chaghoom ro dadam raft... vase inke dame dastam nabashe... vagarna khodamo kheili kheyli rahat tar khali mitoonestam bokonam...vali alan nemitoonam... alan nemitoonam khodamo khali bokonam...
ye chizi oondafe behem sms zad... sms zad ke: vaghty bahat miharfam, ehsas mikonam ke ye filsoofe bozorgi hasty ke tamame moshkelaate zendegi va soalhaasho vase khodesh javab dade va age afsordast, be khatere hemaghate baghiyast yaa inke jelosh vaimisan taa inke rahesho edame nade...
manam javab dadam ke "fek nakonam inshekli bashe... vali har chi to begi!..."vali harfe vagheyiye tooye delamo tanha be indalil nazadam ke poole sms ziyad nayad... harfe vagheyi in bood ke " man hich chizi be joz ye an nistam ke fek mikone tamame soal haasho javab dade! va faghat chon balade che shekli naghsh bazi kone, mitoone baes she ke to inshekli fekr bokoni! inshekli tasavor bokoni! va inke age afsordast, be khatere ine ke mibine ke ye sery ro nemitoone rooshoon tasir bezare oon joory ke doost dare va vaghty ke ye sery mikhan jelosh vaisan va be rahe 2rost hedayatesh bokonan, kale shagh bazi dar miyare!"
vali nagoftam... baa inke delam mikhast rastesho behesh begam... har chi bashe, oonam doosam dare... va man nemitoonam baravarde bokonam khastasho...
pas kooshin?!?! say mikonam in dafe kale shagh bazi dar nayaram... kooshin?! biyain... biyain dige... man hanoozam montazeram, montazere harfe taze... poufff...

nemikham aslan esme baghiyaro bebaram! vali delam mikhad harfaayi ke behem gofte shodaro inja begam! taa khali sham! dige ehsas mikonam ke dare ziyadi mishe toom!!!

1 : rabeteye mano oon, hich arzeshi nadare... chon ke arzeshesho nemidoone... vali rabeteye mano to, kheyli ba arzesh tar o moghadas tare! vase man vaghan moghadase... vaghan...
2 : ashkan behem goftesh ke in chand vaghte ashegh shodi!!!
-az koja?!
-mige az hame chim maloome!!! az tarze on shodan, az tarze harf zadan, az tarze chat kardan! man dige nemidoonam az koja mige!
-ahan... che jaleb!!! khob hatman hasty dige!!! rasty, ashkan aslan chetore? khoobe?! lol... hame mikhan mokheto bezanan!!!
3 : ah! nabayad migofty besh dige! man inhame zajr mikesham o say mikonam ke oon nafahme, bad to yeho mirini dige! ah... khob movazeb baash...
- are... havasam nabood khob! bebakhshid...
-mohem nist baba... hala halet chetore?! behtar shodi?! inghad khodeto zajr nade!!!
4 : [2bare] in chand vaghte LohrasP afsordast, maa 2ta ham narahatim! negaraneshim... ye kary kon!
5 : LohrasP, khoobesh kon! khahesh mikonam... bahash harf bezan... baa doostet harf bezan... man dige kamelan gij shodam!
6 : dige amri, davayi, foshi, chizi o kary nadary?
7 : hey salam!
-salam!ID mano az koja ovordi?!
-az persianhiphop
-eeee... oonja IDim ham bood?!
-uhum!
-che jaleb... fekr nemikardam... khob esmet chiye?!
-sedam mikonan venus
-ahan. khob salam venus...
vaaay... too persian hiphop addet mikonam... vali alan bayad beram... bebakhshid... bye...
-ok... bye
8 : salam LohrasP joonam! chetory?! baba chera hich khabary azat nist?! delam vasat tang shode!!! hatman dary dars mikhooni dige! afarin pesare khoob! dars bekhoon, dars bekhoon!!! manam kolli delam vasat tang shode... movazebe khodet bash!!! emtahanato khoob bedi... buhbye!
9 : yani manam jozve adamaaye mamnooam?
-are, toam hasty. etefaghan male to shadid tare...
-eee... akhe chera?!
-chon ke har ki ke bahash bishtar ertebat dashtam, mamnoo tare dige! masalan sanaz esmesh biyad, man tokhmam too dahaname!!!
-ah...
10 : ebraaze hamdardi... hala vaghteshe ke vasat ye GF jadid peyda konim...
- na baba... velemoon kon... too moodesh nistam...
-fekr nemikoni 2nbale bahoone bood?!
-fekr nemikonam... motmaenam.
11 : bebakhshid agha, dastmal saretoono az koja kharidin?!
-nemidoonam vallah... hediyast...
-eee... heif shod... khob nemidoonin koja kollan dastmal sar mikharan?!
-hame jaahaayi ke bootik bashe, mifrooshan!
-shoma intarafa jayi ro mishnasin ke komakam konin? man jayi ro balad nistam...
- na moteasefaane... manam balad nistam! khoonamoon inja nist! vali fekr konam tooye dowlat hatman bashe!
-merC...
-khahesh mikonam!
12 : negaranetam... ziyad!

in 1 hafte tooye mobilam bood... 2del boodam ke bezaramesh ya na! vali akharsar emshab gozashtam...

hanoozam bas nist?!
na?!
dige fekr konam haminghad kafiye...

Gerye,Saleh,Marg

az doostane azize CALM khastim ke ba se kalameye: GERYE,SALEH va MARG, jomle besazand...
in netije ye kar bood...:

C:
Emrooz labkhand mizad! Ama negaran bood! Az chizi ghamgin! Az etefaghi khoshhal!
Emrooz khandan bood! Ama mifahmid sakht be chizi fekr mikard!
Emrooz nale dasht! Dard dasht! Labkhande mozhek be dard hayash keshide bood!
Emrooz man dashtam khafe mishodam va ama khosh sokhan va khosh rooy!
Emrooz oo dasht!
Emrooz yek rooze mamooli bood! Yek rooze mamooli mesle hamishe!
Ta yek rooze gheyre mamooli…!
Payan.

A:
-ey kash zamin bedanad gerye ye abr doorooghin ast va ey kash abr bedanad zamin sarcheshme ye gerye ast…
-dar owje afkaram parvaz mikonam…hame ja tarik ast…be samte tariki miravam…noghte yi roshan…marg!

L:
-gerye baraye gham ha va shadi haye bozorge adame…
-saleh mitoone jozve gham ha vo shadi haye bozorge adam bashe…
-marg=moama

M:
Man gerye ra doost daram.
Man saleh ra doost daram.
Man marg ra doost daram.
An mard gerye mikonad.
An mard saleh darad.
An mard marg ra doost nadarad.
An mard marg ra doost nadarad, ama marg mikhahad.
An mard saleh ra doost darad.
An mard saleh ra doost darad, ama oo ra azar midahad.
An mard doost nadarad gerye konad.
An mard doost darad nazde saleh gerye konad.
Man an mard ra doost daram.
Man an mard ra doost daram.
Man didam ke an mard gerye mikard.
An mard did ke man gerye mikardam.
An mard did ke man gerye mikardam, pas gerye kard.
An mard baraye gerye ye man gerye nakard.
An mard gerey kard choon man gerye mikardam.
Man baz ham an mard ra doost daram.
Hatta pas az gerye.
Hatta pas az marg.

khob az aghaye C tashakor mikonim chon az har se kalame estefade kardand va ba oon se kalame jomle sakhtand...
az aghaye A tashakor mikonim chon ishoon ba kalameye Saleh jomleye zibayi sakhtand...
hamchenin az aghaye L tashakor mikonim chon tanha kasi bood ke be jaye jomle goftan az neveshtane yek matne toole deraz estefade kard...
az aghaye M ham tashakor nemikonim chon roosh ziad mishe...

az doostani ke in post ro mikhoonan ham taghaza darim ke ba in se kalame jomle besazand ta dar archieve gharar girad...batashakor.
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vaghean az oonayi ke comment goahstan mazerat mikham...

khob... hata alan hosele nadaram ke kalamehaaye engilisi ro poshte ham bechinam... hosele nadaram kalamate 2pahloo be kaar bebaram o jomlehaayi benevisam ke azash 2mani beshe bardasht kard... na hata jomalaate zirakane... yaa chizayi ke shayad kasi azash hich nafahme...
aslan hosele nadaram ke kalamat ro poshte sare ham bezaram o fekr konam ke che shekli ghashang tare... hata hosele nadaram ke oon kalamate englisiyi ke vasate jomlehaam be kar mibordamo be kaar bebaram... dige noe harf zadanam, lohrasPi nist tooye khoone... hata dige almani ham tike nemindazam... jomlehaaye ingilisi ham nemigam... engar doost daram hameye zaboona az yadam bere... hata farsi... nemikham sohbat konam... .
delam mikhad mesle oon filme, adame laal basham... ta hame azam entezaare sohbat kardan nadashte bashan...

delam nemikhast benevisam... chon ke shomare 2, in posto hamin emrooz gozashte bood... va khob najoor bood age manam mizashtam... vali nemitoonam jeloye khodamo begiram... khob?!... pas bebakhshid...

midooni... [ tahala tavajoh kardi ke kheyli jomlehaamo baa "midooni" shooroo mikonam?!... age are, pas hatman midooni ke tooye che mavagheyi ham "midooni" ro migam... ] emrooz baham avale ax endakht... khob are... ehsase khoobi boodesh... ki mige ehsase badi boodesh?!... vali ye chizi dasht behem migoftesh ke: " alan age delet bekhad, rahat mitooni hegh hegh gerye koni... ". ye chizi dasht jelomo migereft ke ehsase ghooroor konam baaz... ke lezzat bebaram az in harekat... ye chizi dasht jeloye lezzat bordanamo az inke ye alame avali o dovomi shomareye mobilamo azam mikhastan, migereft... heh... maskharast... .
ye chizi bood ke vaghty 2bare ye alame adam manno add kardan, bad az raftane tooye persianhiphop, nazasht labkhand bezanam... nazasht eyne hamishe keif bokonam... akhe midooni... hamishe sare in chizaa khoshhal misham kolli... ki khoshhal nemishe?!...

to, adame khodkhaah o maghroori hasty... hata oon azam nakhast ke inja bemoonam... vali to?! to gofty bayad bemooni... va in kari ke alan dari mikonio, shooroo kardi anjam dadan... asabani?! na...
na omid...
va khoshhal...
na omid az hamechiz va khoshhal az inke be hadafam residam...

nemidoonam... alan sare nakhe hameye chizaayi ke mikhastam begam az dastam dar raft...

emrooz hata ba sina khodahafezi ham nakardam... bahame khodahafezi kard! vali man nakardam... goftam ke alan vaghte khodahafezi nist! khob maloome... man tahamole khodahafezi ro nadaram... va alan vaghte khodahafezi nist... mogheye khodahafezi be andazeye kafi sakht khahad bood... lazem nist chandbaar tekrar beshe... va kasayi ke khodeshoono az oon khodahafeziye nahayi mikhan khalas bokonan, khodkhaah hastan... kheyli ziyad khodkhaah... vali shayad dige mohem nabashe... midooni daram chi migam?!

vaghty khoondam : " LohrasP vaghan dare mire?! : ", ghashang tanam moor moor shod...
ya vaghty shenidam ke oona goftan : " LohrasP, chand vaghte afsordast kheyli, maahaa narahat o negaranim... ye kaary bokon... " ... faghat nemidoonestan ke daran be shakhse eshtebaah migan... shakhse eshtebaah...

emrooz too cheshaat ashk jam shode bood
rahat bood didanesh?! javabe soalo khodet midooni...
ardeshir goft yeho behem alaghe peyda karde...
ali modam say mikard nazdikam beshine...
arman goft baa man miyad...
saman goft mano baghal kon...
khob hame daran say mikonan dige... mage na?! pas chera yeki nemitoone jeloye in ashkaam o begire?! chera halam behtar nemishe akhe... chera hata ye lahze ehsase garmaa tooye voojoodam nemikonam?! chera hanooozam vaghty mibinam ke tooye TV, yeki daste yeki digaro migire, bazam doost daram ke yeki dastamo begire?! haan?! chera hanooz gorosneye mohabatam, mogheyi ke inhame dare behem mohabat mishe...?! mage divoonam?! mage ravaniam?! mage oghdeyiyam?! shayad... shayad oghdeyi basham... nemidoonam... vali hanoozam mogheyi ke tooye television mibinam ke yeki daste oonyekiro navazesh mikone o mohabati tooye cheshaash bargh mizane ke be adam aramesh mide, delam mikhad ke manam dashte basham...
pouf... shayad be khatere ine ke 2nbalesh nemigardam... shayadam be khatere ine ke vaghan oghdeyiyam... vali key tahala goftam ke felan chizo niaz daram ?! be joz chand taa adame khaas...?! amir geryash gerefte bood vaghty ke man larz gerefte boodam... parham rangesh sefid shode bood... mage inaa neshooneye mohabat nist?! pas akhe chera?! yeki be man tozih bede... man dige kam ovordam... chera man aroom nemisham?!
parham emrooz dastesho borid... yani mitoonestam khafash bokonam be khatere inke movazebe khodesh naboode... asabamo khoord karde bood... mage in neshooneye in nist ke man doosesh daram?! pas ham behem mohabat mishe, ham mohabat mikonam! hata be adamayi ke azashoon ziyad khosham ham nemiyad mohabat mikonam! aroomeshoon mikonam! va be khatereshoon be sina migam ke : " MANZOORET CHIYE?! " . shayad chon dooseshoon daram o khodam nemidoonam... vali baeed midoonam... bisthar be khatere ine ke dige tahamole poshte sare ham harf zadan o maskhare bazi ro nadaram...
dige hosele nadaram ke hamdigaro maskhare konan... va man hardafe oonjaa basham...
are saleh, shayad daram zood tasmim migiram... shayad bazam daram ahmagh bazi dar miyaram... vali age inshekli nasham bazi moghehaa, dige adam nistam! hastam?! bayad ye chizaayi bashe ke be atraafiyanam neshoon bede ke key che joori hastam! yaa inke chi, az ye sery chizaaye dige vasam mohem tare! vagarna age mesle aidin basham, key mitoonestam befahmoonam ke felan chiz vasam moheme, yaa felan chiz aslan mohem nist?! haan?!
aidin khoobe?! joori gom shode tooye arzesh gozaarihaash va kasi ke hast o kasi ke nist va chizaayi ke mikhad o nemikhad o harfaayi ke mikhad bezane o nemikhad bezane ke hata mogheyi ke behesh migim biya pishemoon ham nemiyad! injoory khoobe?! bedoone roodarvaasi, aidin dare tike tikeye voojoodamo misoozoone... chon ke tanhaa kasiye ke nemitoonam bahash erteebaat bargharar konam va aroomesh konam, va vaghan doosesh daram... vali hich vaght nemikham shabihesh basham...

avallamoon kheyli ablahan... mohem nist... ye rooz mifahman ke kaaraaye ahmaghaneyi anjam midadan... vaghty mibinameshoon, yade dabirestaanaaye tooye amrica ke tooye in filmaa neshoon mide miyoftam...

aidin behem pelak ro dad... albate be har 3taamoon dad... az baghiye ham mikhaam... ye chize yadegari... har kasi ke bishtar az 25% ehtemal mide ke jozve in daste mahsoob mishe, vasam ye chize yaadegaari bekhare... na bozorg... na gheimati... ye neveshte... ye naghashi... ye ax... ye chizi ke betoonam hame jaa baa khodam bebaram... mesle naghashiye dame khooneye maman bozorgam ke hamishe tooye kife poolame...neveshtehaa paak shodan... akhe baa medad neveshte shodan... garche vaazhehaaye besiyati gom shodeand dar kootahiye zaman................ hatman yadegaari mikham....

mige: nesheste bood goosheye otagh, saresh roo zanoohash, michekid hamintor ashkaa az rooye joft goonehaash, nemidoonest che shekli shode toye in 2nyaa gom, rooye shoonehaash hamash baar bood sangin tar az ye ton...
tahala didin kasayi ke biography bazi mikonan?! hich vaght tooye film khodeshoon shakhsiyate asli nistan... ba inke az hame behtar midoonan chejoory bayad bazi konan...

ye alame harf hast... ye alame... vali vaghty ke gofte nashe, kheyli arzeshesh bishtare... ke vaghty adam be yeki gofteshoon, bege ke man be hata be sina ham ino nagoftam... vali daram be to migam...
khob, eteraaf mikonam ke hanooz hamchin kasi peyda nashode... vali hade aghal mitoonam be khodet begam sina... : inghad ba arzesh bood ke hata be khodetam nagoftam!
bazi moghe haa chizaayi ke migam kheyli ahmaghane be nazar miyan... na?!

maskharast... man maskharam... hata voojoodam ham khande daare... va kheyli chizaaye dige... hamash maskharast o ahmaghane...

vali hanooz nesheste rooye voojoodam az khastegi gard
hanoozam be in omidam ke tamoom she in nabard...
vase hamin goftam ke age man mikhoondam oon tikaro, kheyli bisthar tasir mizasht...

base... na?!
are... base...

emrooz hame dar kenaram boodand. forsati baraye fekr kardan nabood, vali arezoo mikardam ke dar kenaram bashi. nemidoonam chera vali baraye bare aval nabood ke delam mikhast kenaram bashi. faghat kenaram bashi. fagaht hamin.


behem goft ke nemidoonam chie vali har chi ke hast behem aramesh mide.
bara bare aval nabood ke ino shenidam. na az ye nafar, az chand nafare dige. inam yeki dige az chizaiy ke shoma haa rooye shone haam gozashtid. hamoon bari ke sangine, vali sabok balam mikone. hamoon baare pors arzeshike ta abad mibaramesh va be inke roouye shone haame, eftekhar mikonam.

hanooz ham doostet daram.

salam mahnaz.

خولیو ایگلسیاس

بعد از ناپدید شدن پشه کش برقی، دیگر چیزی برای حفاظت از حمله ی لاک پشت ها نداشتیم. سعی کردم با ایمیل یا تلفن، تله ی دیگری سفارش بدهم اما تلفن قطع شده بود و ایمیلم هم از یک هفته پیش بسته شده بود.
هر چه بیشتر در موردش فکر می کردم، بیشتر مطمئن می شدم که امروز هیچ چیزی نمی تونه این لاک پشت های دریایی موذی رو از کاری که دلشون می خواست باز بداره!
همسرم گفت:حتما قبل از اینکه صبح بشه ما رو می خورن.
من گفتم: ما نباید نا امید بشیم، اگه مغزمون رو به کار بندازیم، می تونیم از دست این لاک پشت های لعنتی خلاص بشیم.
-اما اونا پشه کشمون رو دزدیدن و دیگه از هیچی نمی ترسن.
-ببین ما باید بهقضیه خیلی علمی نگاه کنیم.اگهاین لاک پشت ها این قدر از پشه کش بدشون می آد، باید یه چیز دیگه ای هم باشه که از اون بیشتر متنفر باشن.
-مثلا چی؟
-چه می دونم، مثلا "خولیو ایگلسیاس"!
اون گفت: چرا خولیو؟
-نمی دونم. یک دفعه به فکرم رسید. یه چیزی مثل الهام یا یه چیزی تو این مایه ها!
با اعتماد به حس ششم(!) آهنگ "بگین بگین" خولیو رو در گرامافون گذاشتم و منتظر غروب آفتاب شدم.
لاک پشت ها با تاریک شدن هوا آماده ی حمله می شدند. بنابراین، باید تصمیم می گرفتیم که یا خورده بشیم یا اون ها رو به گریه بندازیم.
قبل از نصفه شب صدای تق تق پایی رو از نزدیکی در ورودی شنیدم. بلافاصله سوزن ضبط رو گذاشتم رو صفحه. وقتی صدای شیرین خولیو پخش شد، یکهو صدای پا هم قطع شد، و در عوض صدای ناله ی دلتنگی لاک پشت ها بود که شنیده می شد.
ما لاک پشت ها رو شکست دادیم!اون شب خولو تا صبح "بگین بگین " رو 126 بار خوند. من از صدای خولیو متنفرم، اما در هر حال این صدا بد تر از گاز لاک پشت ها نبود.

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neveshteye bala az harooki moorikami bood ke maryame zolfaghar bargardandeboodatesh....
ye chizi dirooz tamoom shod...omidvaram ke tamoom shode bashe va dige barnagarde...hamatoon ye delester mehmoonid...albate sina vo lohrasP o aidin o saleh o ardeshir delestareshoono khordan...baghie ham bian begiran...:D

......ah+ harfe man(sina)

Cna chera dari aziatam mikoni....?Cna to ke midooni dari zajram midi...chera bazam be karet edame midi...?Cna ...to be man gofti nagoo..man ham goftam chashm ...hala ham gofti begoo bazam migam chashm....midooni har do baresh ham bar khalafe meylam boode...vali baazm migam chashm...Cna midooni az chi daram azab mibinam...baazm hamoon kar ro mikoni...Cna hala to goosh kon...man asalan gharar nabood raje be to harf bezanam...yani in ham az hamoon natije giri haye ajoolane ye "lohrasP-sina"yi bood...in ham az hamoon kar hayi bood ke man daram khodamo jer midam ke befahmid baba in joori tasmim nagirid...lohrasP nazan too paye bahram...lohrasP felan kar ro nakon...na Cna man be to kamtar az in harfa zadam vali khob age mizadam ham tavajoh nemikardi....daghighan mese hamin mozoo ke man behet goftam Cna....khahesh mikonam...lotfan lotfan lotfan lotfan lotfan lotfan in ghazia ro tamoom kon....asan hesab kardi...?na Cna narahat nistam....etefaghan khoshhalam...vase inke vaghti to be man goti lotfan lotfan lotfan lotfan lotfan...eyne ye adame ram shode goftam chashm Cna jan....vali Cna jan...bazam migam...inghadr sari tasmim nagir....inghadr sari vakonesh nade...ye darsad ehtemal bede ke oon kari ke mikhay anjam bedi eshtebahe...midoonam ke alan ham hich tavajohi behem nemikoni...vali bekhoda....be hamoon khodayi ke man miparastamesh man ba pegah nemikhastam dar morede to harf bezanam....hamoon rooz ham goftam ba pegah mikhastam dar morede pegah harf bezanam...hala ham azat khahesh mikonam in bahso tamoom koni....
in post bad az inke befahmam ke sina khoonde pak khahad shod....bebakhshid....
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hamoon tor ke midoonid ya nemidoonid in post ro man neveshtam(2)...chan shab pish ino neveshtam...inke chera inja neveshtam ro sina midoone...gharar shod pak konam...khodesh hamoon shab pak kard va behem etela dad...ama fardash dobare gozasht...man pakesh kardam...ama oon bazam gozasht...fek konam inbar baraye bare 4ome ke in post dobare roo blog dide mishe...khob dige dast nemizanam...:
Cna jan age to delet mikhad in inja bashe, khob bashe...faghat ino bedoon ke dige kari bahat nadaram...fek konam khodet intori rahat tari...asan har ghalati mikhay bokoni bokon...behet migam eshtebah kardi...ghabool nemikoni...be darak...hamino mikhasti...?are hamino mikhasti...
mikhasti mano zajr bedi ke alan be hadde ala resoondi...

ba arze mazerat az hamegi...felan khodahafez ta etelae sanavi....!
hanooz ham migam...:khosh bashid...ke khoshie man be khoshie shomast...
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in chand rooz kheili halam bad bood, az hame chi. daghighan be har chizi ke fekr mikardam ye chizi ingar angolakam miakrd. dishab baraye inke aroom tar besham, ba LohrasP sohbat kardam. akhare sohbatemon be LohrasP goftam ke bezar bebinam man ta koja mitoonam tahamol konam. age be jaii residam ke dige nemitoonestam tahamol konam, miram va baSaleh sohbat mikonam. be internet ke vasl shodam didam ke Saleh zire post ye chizi ezafe karde. geryam gereft va matne ziro nebeshtam. vali natoonestam ke tu weblog bezaram. emrooz ham be Saleh neshon dadam, ham be LohrasP. hala ham inja mizaram matni ro ke dishab nebeshtam:

khob shayd behtar bashe ke manam ye chizi begam, hade aghal manam harfamo zadam. man in karaiy ke in chand rooz kardamo be khatere in nakardam ke to bekhay in harfo bezani ("fagaht ino bedoon ke dige kari be karet nadaram...fek konam konam khodet intori rahat tari...asan har ghalati mikhay bokoni bokon(...)"); man oon kara ro kardam be khatere inke dashtam zajr mikeshidam va mikhastam ke ye joori az zire in azab biam biroon. gofti messenger nadari, gofti az khone nemitooni beri tu gmailet; khob, yahoo mail nabood? tel nabood? madrese hamo nemididim ke inja bar dashti nebeshti? behem migi daram eshtebah mikonam. chera nemigi ke darma dar morede chi eshtebah mikonam. chera ye band migi ke eshtebah mikoni? chera behem nemigi ke eshtebaham kojast? chera behem nemigi ke dorostesh chie? chera mizari man paa dar hava bemonam ke dar biam ye kari bokonam ke to narahat beshi va dar biay in harfa ro bezani? ghabol nadari ke shoma haa ham mano aziat mikonid ta haddi? shayad age harfa yadam nemimond kheili az in etefagha nemioftad. pas khodet ham ghabol kon ke age miomadi har chi boodo be man migofti kheili behtar bood.
dar omadi behem gofti ke rabetat ba Pegah tarif nashodast. rabteye khdoet ba shyda chi? rabetat ba Pegah? rabetat ba Sanaz? mitoonam beporsam? Pegah to chi? to che sanami ba Saleh dari?
Pegah to be man ghol dadi, nadadi? vali ziresh zadi. karesh nemishe kard. hich karesh nemishe kard. mikhasti fekram mashgholet nabashe, nabood, vaghean nabood. be khodetam goftam, be hame goftam, nemidoonam chandtaatoon bavar kardid, nemidoonam; vali ino midoonam ke khodeto (Pegah) bavar nakardi hanooz. vali bezar ye chizio rastesho behet begam, alan zehnam mashghole, mashghole to, mashghole Saleh, mashghole Sanaz, mashghole in majara, va serfan hers khordan va gerye kardan. gerye na baraye inke hasrate rabetei ke ba to dashtamo bokhoram, na aslan in toori nist. nemidoonam chera geryam dar miad, dar miad dige, chi kar konam, in ghadr zajr mikesham ke ba gerye aroom misham.
ino be hamatoon migam, be hame. kheili az in raftar badam miad, na, motenaferam ke kesi be dalile inke hale man bad tar beshe, chizi ro be man nage. mora'ate hale mano bokone va nakhad hale man bad tar beshe va hafesho nazane; nemidoonam badesh chi kar kone, bere be yeki dige bege, aslan nage, faramosh kone, faramosh nakone; vali be har hal az in raftar badam miad, na, motenaferam.
ye chize dige. Saleh, midooni ke man che ghadr be maman babam va khanevadam vabastam. age hamin alan 3tatyshon jolom bemiran, fekr nakonam ke narahat besham. khoshhal ham nemisham, vali narahat ham nemisham. vabastegim sefre. hich kaso kare nazdiki ham ke nadaram ke khaste basham behesh vabastegi dashte basham. mimoone doosatam. biroon az madrese va tu kooche mahal ke hich doosti nadaram, hichkio nemishnasam; yani fagaht mimone doostaye madrese va Sanaz va Pegah. baraye tamame doostaye madrese marzo harim gozashtam. khodet mibini; tu jam kesi be man tike nemidaze, maskharam nemikone, sar be saram nemizare, shokhi baham nemikone. vali baraye shoma 3ta (to,Idin va LohrasP) mesle Sanaz va Pegah hich hado marzi nazashtam. taa har jaa ke khastid gozashtam biain az man sar dar biarin. khodam mishestam behetoon dar morede gozashtam migoftam, man khodam miomadam va behetoon dar morede etefaghati ketu khonevadam oftadaro baratoon tarif mikardam. in karo mikardam ke bedoonid man che chizaii ro poshte sar gozashtam. bedoonid ke chera az margeshon narahat nemisham. ta har ja har kodometoon khastid behtoon rah dadam va midam va khaham dad. chizi ke mikham alan begam ro fekr konambar haa va bar haa goftam, "man kesio be gheir az shoma 5 nafar nadaram", ino be hamatoon goftam, zendegie man shoma haa hastid. hichi dige nadaram, hichi. mikhay hala beri? mikay halaa be khatere in mozoo, dige kari be karam nadashte bashi? che joori mitooni begi "fek konam khodet intori rahat tari...asan har ghalati mikhay bokoni bokon...behet migam eshtebah kardi...ghabool nemikoni...be darak...hamino mikhasti...?are hamino mikhasti... mikhasti mano zajr bedi ke alan be hadde ala resoondi... " ? han? man khastam to ro zajr bedam? man ino mikhastam? na, nemikham begam age mikay beri boro. mikham be paat bioftam behet begam ke dooset daram Saleh, mikham jolot be paa bioftam, mikham joolot ba khak bioftam va gerye konam, mikham jolot nale konam, mikham jolot khon gerye konam behet begam Saleh dooset daram, Saleh dooset daram, Saleh dooset daram, Saleh dooset daram. delam mikhad ghalade doore gardanam bendazi, mano har ja ke delet mikhad bebari begi nigash koni in moredi mane. manam dad bezanam Saleh dooset daram, Saleh dooset daram. delam mikhad be paat bioftam eltemaset konam, delam mikhad be goh mano bekeshi va kenaram bashi, delma mikhad behet begam Saleh dooset daram. delam mikham saramo bezaram roo baghalat va zaar zaar gerye konam va begam ke Sakeh dooset daram, Saleh dooset daram...

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Joghde baroon khorde yi too kooche faryad mizane…
Zire divare bolandi ye nafar joon mikane…

Ki midoone too dele tarike shab chi migzare…
Paye barde haye shab asire zanjire ghame…

Delam az tariki ha khaste shode…
Hameye dar ha be room baste shode…

Man asire saye haye shab shodam…
Shab asire toore sarde asemoon…

Pa be paye saye ha bayad beram…
Hame shab be shab be tarike jonoon…

Delam az tariki ha khaste shode…
Hameye dar ha be room baste shode…

Cheraghe setareye man roo be khamooshi mire…
Beyne marg o zendegi asir shodam baz dobare…

Tariki ba panje haye sardesh az rah mirese…
Tooye khake sarde ghlbam bazre kine mikare…

Delam az tariki ha khaste shode…
Hameye dar ha be room baste shode…

Morghe shoomi poshte divare delam khodesho invar o oonvar mizane…
Too ragaye khaste ye sarde tanam tarse mordan dare parpar mizane…

Delam az tariki ha khaste shode…
Hameye dar ha be room baste shode…
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ba tashakore faravan az aghaye farhad...
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sina jan oon bayad pak mishod...

Paganism

chand rooz pish ye nafar khast ke dar bareye paganism barash tozih bedam,man ham in matlab ro neveshtam!!
ghesmate avval tozihe ye tike az ghesmate aslie.

The Divine Proportion,PHI (nesbate talayi)
Adade gonge 1/618…;shayad beshe behesh goft mohemtarin adad dar donya.adadi ke HAR reshteyi az elm yek ja behesh bar mikhore.in adad ke be adade Phi ya nesbate talayi maroofe nesbatie ke agar yek pare khat mesle AB tavassote noghteye C be oon nesbat taghsim she ,be torike AC>BC ,angah AB/AC=AC/BC.
Faseleye sare ensan ,az balatarin noghte ta zamin va faseleye naf ta zamin in nesbat ro tashkil midan.faselye arenj ta noke angoshtan va moch ta noke angoshtan ham hamintor.nesbate bazi barg ha be dombargeshoon ham hamintore.va migan ke Stradivarius(nemidoonam dorost neveshtam ya na!!)violin saze maroof dar nesbate ghesmat haye mokhtalefe violin hash az in adad estefade mikarde.albate in adad hezaran estefadeye dige ham dar tabiat dare ke khob ,nemishe hamash ro goft!!
Hamchenin dar donbaleye Fibonacci,hade Taghsime har jomle be jomleye ghabliash,Dar binahayat,barabare adade phi ast.
hamoontori ke mibinid in adad dar tabiat estefadeye kheyli ziadi dare.

PAGANISM
Paganism,yeki az ghadimi tarin adyane rooye zamine. In din bar khalafe aksare adyani ke emrooze mibinim bar asase yek ferestade ya payambar va ketabhaye asemani o mojezat nist va jozve "Earth based Religions" be hesab miad o shayad beshe goft asli tarine oonhaast.asase in din bar payeye parasteshe tabiate va bavare inke donyaye akherat va khoda va hame chiz dar daroone khode ensanha va ajsam o mojoodate dor o bareshoone.
Tasire in din rooye tamamie dinhaye emroozi vojood dare vali kheyli az kasani ke in be adyan paybandan aslan az in mozoo ettelayi nadaran.baraye mesal,alamate mazhabe Satanism hamontori ke kheyli ha midoonan ,setareye sadeyie ke az panj khat tashkil shode va az rasme aghtare yek panj zel'ie montazam be vojood miad.agar yek bar in alamato daghigh rasm konid,mibinid ke har khate oon tavassote do khate digeyi ke oono ghat mikonand az do taraf va be tore kamelan gharine ba nesbate talayi ya adade PHI (1/618..)taghsim mishe.in nesbat chon kheyli ziad dar tabiat karbord dare in sambol ro be mazhare besyar khoobi baraye kamal,daghighi va azemate tabiat tabdil karde.ama inke chera in alamat alan sambole Satanism hast:Satanism be shekle emroozi mazhabie ke be vojood amadeye zehne kelisast.mazhabie ke rasm haye vahshatnakesh tavasote kelisa baraye tarsandane mardom az peyvastan be afrade zedde kelisa boode.va chon kelisa Paganism ro ham yeki az adyane kamelan zedde khoda va aghayede oonha va afrade motaghed be oon ro kafar midooneste,in alamate aslie oon ha ro sambole mazhabe Satanism gharar mide va baese talfigh va josh khordane hodoodie in do mazhab mishe.
Paganism Tasire ziadi rooye masihiat ham gozashte ke age bekham oon ha ro ham tozih bedam dige in matlab kheyli tulani mishe,ama age mikhayn dar oon rabete bishtar bedoonin va vasatoon jalebe,baram comment bezarin,khoshhal misham too ye matlabe dige oon ro ham tozih midam.