Saturday, July 13, 2013

Same world reborn

Saleh mano yade injaa endakht, baa posti ke rajebe entekhabat gozasht. Manam donbale in boodam ke ye jaayi ye chizi benevisam ke shayad ye zare khali sham. Ye zare az donyam benevisam, shayad mesle ghablana hame chiz behtar she.

Ehsas mikonam ke rahamo gom kardam. Raah ghablan in bood ke biaa Canada, injaa dars bekhoon, madraketo begir, va zendegiye khoobi dashte bash. Vali alan ke daram master mikhoonam, ehsas mikonam ke har kaary ke daram mikonam, be darde hich kas o hich chiz nemikhore.

Hamamoon bozorg shodim. Khodemoonam midoonestim ke vaghty ke bozorg shodim, hame chiz tooye zendegimoon avaz mishe. Makhsoosan inke zendegi sakht tar mishe. Vali man hich vaght fekr nemikardam ke inghadr gij besham. tooye gharzam be khatere inke apartment e khodamo gereftam, va bayad poole shahrie bedam. Physic khoondan baa inke bazi moghe haa hayejaan zadam mikone, dige behem oon energy ee ke ghablan midad ro nemide. Shayad hey be khodam migam ke oonghadr mohem nist ke maman babam daran az ham joda mishan o hame chiz be goh keshide shode, va vaghan dare room tasir mizare. In vasat, hey say mikonam ke in sooraakhi ke too zendegime ro baa dokhtar por konam ( va in besiar ajibe chon ke mamoolan bar axe ). Baa inke mohem nist cheghadr hame chiz bade, hade aghal ye nafar dige hastesh o mitoonam roosh tamarkoz konam. Vali fekr konam tahe tahesh, az hich koodoom az chizaayi ke goftam motmaen nistam.

Mordan hich vaghat rahe dorost nistesh. Vali zendegie be in bi maniyi ham fekr nakonam oonghadr dorost bashe.

emshab daram mire pishe ardeshir. Chand rooz dige ham pishe maman homa o baba ahmad. Shayad in safar haa hame chiz ro vasam behtar kone. faghat midoonam ke khaste shodam. Kheyli khaste.

Alan ehsase jehalat mikonam ke saleh rajebe siasat nevesht, man ghor zadam, vali khob hamini ke hast. Taa badanaa...