apology

hey, it aint easy to say what u have sworn to your self to keep inside... and it aint surly easy to choose who makes a bigger part of your life...
i rather dont think bout these stuff... u can classify them as much as u like to... but that just aint my style... its like theres a sticker at my life : " u are most welcome to come in... but come in at your own will... i am not responsible for nothing that will, or could happen... ". afterall, ive sayed this a dozen times... im a open book... u just gotta have the gutts, love n care enough to come n read the motherfuckin thing... but i bet u get bored... either that, or youll just think im mad n run away... heh... funny... aint it?! think of it as a token of my good will...

u know your fuckin heartin him/her ... so stop!!! or i will fuckin stop u my self mother fucker... but then of course... u dont even know youre hurtin him/her... do u? heh... u irritate me...

there are two conversations in my previous post that should be deleted... i dont like cuttin anything from the blog that i write in... so ill just apologize to one of them n tell the other one, that ur changed... so u better eraise em both from my world... and that is of course, if you are tryin to picture my world in your mind...
think its pretty obvious wich ones dont blong to my world... but if its still vauge, i will write witch ones o should just ignore in my next post...

hey... just on a trip of goodwill hunting... aint we all?!