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ye chizi hast be name nasre sayale zehn....nemidoonam shenide boodin ya na....ama neveshte hayi mese biganeye Albert Cumos(ke too parsi alber kamo khoonde mishe....) ya samfonie mordegan(nemidoonam samphony che joori neveshte mishe...) az abbase maroofi az in goone neveshte hayand!!....jomalate koootah...har chi ke nevisande be zehnesh miad minevise....albate inghadr ham ke man daram migam sade nist...age sade bood ke kamo yeki az se nevisandeye bartare tarikhe faranse nemishod...oonam kenare adamayi mese jean. paul sartre....!
"mamanam emrooz mord.shayad ham dirooz.nemidoonam.telgerami be in mazmoon az asayeshga...."
are jomalate kootah...ba fel haye gozashte....ye dafe ye jomleye boland vasatesh miad ba fele hal!!!gharare kamelan hesse nevisanda ro montaghel kone....asan nemidoonam shayad oon nevisande haye gonde mese kamo khodeshoono mikoshan ta ye joori benevisan ke khanande too zehnesh in joori talaghi beshe ke nevisande har chi be zehnesh residaro gofte....man ta hala be nasre sayale zehn naneveshtam....yani neveshtama...ama nadadam kesi bekhoone be khatere hamin nemidoonam oon neveshte yi ke neveshtamo man behesh migam nasre sayal hamoon chizie ke mikhoonamo behesh migam nasre sayal ya na....!!!kheyli bahale ha....!
"aragh bar goone hayam ravan bood.chon kolah nadashtam, ba dastmal khod ra bad mizadam.mamoore dafn chiz hayi be man goft ke nashnidam.dar hamin hengam sare khod ra ba dastmali ke dar daste chap dashtaz aragh pak mikard...."
ketabe bigana ro nakhoondid...?samfonie mordegan ro chi...?oonam nakhoondid...?aha ye koodoom az ina ro khoondid...?shayadam joftesho khoondid...!man nemidoonam age khoondid ke ye bar dige har kooodoomo bekhoonid...age nakhooondid ke kheyli kharid...!aha rasti asan kesi injaro mikhoone...?man baraye ki daram minevisam....?oon pahaye sabet ke raftan....yadesh be kheyr....na kheyram asan az oon zamoon khosham nemiad....az alan ham khosham nemiad....daram zare zare kharab misham....dige nemikham az sargije begam.....yani hade aghal alan ba khodam gharar mizaram dige nagam.....midoonam ke mizanam ziresh....ama nafse kar mohemmme ke ino mige....khob chi begam.....vaghti kesi nemikhoone rahat tar mitoonam benevisam...man dooroogh goftam...faghat vase inke hadde aghal dige asabe doostan khoord nabashe neveshtam:"baba be khoda hale man khoobe..."nemitoonam be ye seri adam dooroogh begam...sari azab vojdan migiram....delam mikhad gerye konam...ino ghablan ham behet goftam...goftam ke too baghale kia mikham gerye konam....:((....plz huge me....:((
khob dars bayad bekhoonam...chi bekhoonam...?olymiad...?bekhooonam ghabool misham.bekhoonam...?bekhoonam jozve 40 nafar miram...tala ke nemigiram...asan age jozve 40 nafar besham too dore nemiram...sina ghabool nashodi...asabam khoorde....kamtar az 24 saat se bar ba babam dava kardam....yani kolan se bar ba ham harf zadim...har se bar be davaye shadid montahi shod....in che zendegiyiye?....delam mikhad fosh bedam....be ki?....be to...be khodam....be sina.... be lohrasP....be saghar....be pegah....be ostad....na be mahan na....be pooya ....be ghazal ham fohsh nemidam....aha....be nanaz...be sanaz....be azin...oh...fosh khore a`zam yadam raft....be sheyda....be khodam....be aghaye jalali.....be babam...
be mamanam....be sadaf...be dadash....be babaye lohrasP....be maman homa ham na....be arvand...be behnam...be niloo...be soheil...be kian...be pedram....be artakh....be farshad....vay cheghad ziadan...nemitoonam be hamashoon fohsh bedam....be khodam...be khodam......be khodam.....be khodam...be khodam...be khodam...be khodam....khob bezar fosh bedam....