Monday, July 03, 2006

shatranj

dirooz dar yek halate beyne khab o bidari ye seri afkare gharo ghati zehnamo mashghool karde bood.ye zare bad ke dorost bidar shodam,neshestam beheshoon dobare fekr kardam va baraye inke az zehnam dareshoon biaram,inja neveshtameshoon.
in chand rooz man ye meghdar zehnam ghatie,beyne khab o bidari ham boodam,dar natije age in matlab ye meghdar toosh asar az jonoon dare,sharmande!!!!!


chand vaghte ke aksare vaghtam tou khune ro be shatranj bazi kardan ba pc migzarunam.ruzi hade aghal 10-15 dast bazi mikonam.yeki az chizayie ke mitune zehnam ro be khodesh begire.shatranj bazi mikonam va ahang goosh midam.juri shode ke dige kheyli etefaghat tu zendegi baram mesle etefaghate bazie shatranj jelveh mikone.alan ke fekr mikonam mibinam ke kollan tamame etefaghati ke baraye adam miofte mese ye bazie shatranje.har che ghadr ke bishtar mirim jelo va tu in bazi ghavitar mishim be hamoon nesbat harifemoon ham ghavi mishe.vaghti ke adam hoseleye bazie shatranj ro nadare vali baz ham bazi mikone,dige harekatash oon tori ke bayad bashan nistan.az rooye bihoselegi harekat ha ro anjam mide,chon belakhare bayad ye kari bokone,vagarna hich vaght nobate harif nemishe.tamame karhayi ke ye shatranj baze herfeyi anjam mide baraye ine ke rating esh balatar bashe.tu shatranj ye adad be har nafar nesbat dade mishe ke har che ghadr bishtar bashe behtare,mese emtiaz.behesh migan ratinge oon shatranjbaz.age bekhay ratinget be meghdare dorost hesabi bere bala bayad ba ye harife ghavitar az khodet bazi koni.hameye kara baraye ine ke ratinge adam bere bala,chon belakhare e mogheyi oon adam dast az bazi kardan var midare va oon moghe tanha chizi ke azash mimoone,ratingie ke bar asare bazi haye mokhtalefi ke ba baghie anjam dade be dast avorde,in va ravashe bazish ke age khoob bashe badan baraye baghie mese ye olgoo mishe.har ki ye sabke khas baraye bazi kardan dare.yeki defayi kar mikone,yeki eshghe hamlast,yeki zud vazir ro birun miare,yeki dir.yeki az etefaghati ke hamishe baraye man tu shatranj miofte,ine ke ye mohreye nachiz va bi arzesh dar akhare bazi tabdil mishe be ye mohreye kheyli kelidi.aslan engar bazi hamishe ye juri pish mire ke jazbe oon mohreye tokhmi mishe.ye sarbaz ba 2 ta khuneyi ke tahdid mikone,bicharat mikone.age az oon aval midunesi ke imjuri mishe,hatman ooon sarbaz ro mizadi,shayad hata ye asb ro fadash mikardi,vali heyf ke nemidunesti.hala chizi ke mano asabani mikone,ine ke chera chand nobate pish havasam be in mozoo nabud ke harife koskesham dare bazi ro mikeshune tarafe un,dare az un mohreye nachiz ye chize khafan misaze.heyf,kash oon moghe ruye tamame harekataye khodam va harif fekr mikardam,injuri mitunesam jeloye in etefagh ro begiram.hala etefaghe roo asab ine ke na tanha be khatere oon sarbaz nemitunam bazi ro bebaram,balke oon sarbaz dare harekat mikone be samte khuneye akhar ta betune vazir she va bargarde ke kune mano pare kone.ru asabe,kheyli.chon mibinam ke dare harekat mikone be tarafe khooneye akhar,vali nemitunam bezanamesh chon defa dare.chon un moghe ke defa nadasht nazadamesh.oon moghe havasam be ahang bud na be bazi.chize ru asab tar ine ke oon moghe ham engar ye sedayi behem migoft ke oon sarbaz moheme,be tokhmet nagiresh,ye kari bokon,vali man nakardam.kheyli dust dashtam ke in emkan vojood dasht ke dobare in bazi ro az aval shoroo konam,va in dafe hameye harekatamn ro dorost anjam bedam.ba fekr.vali nemishe.fekr mikardam ke in etefagh dare miofte.vali alan mibinam ke mese sag eshtebah mikardam.man faghat daram in bazi ro nesfe raha mikonam ta ye bazie dige ro shoroo konam.belakhare bayad in yeki ro ham tamoom konam.hich baziyi nesfe nemimoone.shayad majbur sham har do bazi ro ham zaman anjam bedam.oon moghas ke kar sakht mishe.vaghti ke vasate bazie shatranje sakhti, hamash delet mikhad ke bazi tamoom she,faghat tamoom she va to nabazi.vaghti tamoom mishe vaghean hal mide.yemodat esterahat mikoni va tame rahati ro micheshi.bad dobare tama'e rating e balatar be samte ye bazie sakht tar mikeshatet va in charkheh hamintor tekrar mishe.nasihate man be baghie ine ke say konin az alan havasetoon be sarbaz ha bashe.harif hich harekati ro bikhodi anjam nemide,bar axe ma.va say konid hade aghal az in be bad hameye harekata ro ba fekr anjam bedin.har chand ke be nazaretun miad dir shode.

8 comments:

mamsaleh said...

kheyli aali...omidvaram too in bazie akhar ham pirooz bashi...man ke oon sarbaza ro vel kardam be hale khodesh...bazi ro ham vel kardam...montazeram tamoom she...faghat hamin...bord o bakht dige baram mohem nist...foghesh rate am 10 ta bala payin mishe dige...fadaye saret...

01 said...

pesar chi dare tu saret migzare? ey kash ye joori minebeshti ke inghadr ebham nadasht.manzooram az ebham in nist ke nafahmam chi dari migi; manzoorma ine ke ey kash midoonestam in sarbaze, in harife, chian va be shako tardid nemioftadam va majboor be hads zadan nemindakhtam. hadsi ke shayad rahi baraye esbatesh nabashe.
vali darse ghashangi bood. aali bood

7 said...

khob, man ke hads nemizanam... vali midoonam age 2khtar boodi, hamin alan 2nbalet raah oftade boodam dame dare khoonatoon boodam... you aint gay by any chance... are you?! :D

mamsaleh said...

ali jan yani mikhay begi ke az in matlab sarbaze khassi ro estenbat nakonim...belakhare az date yeki az in sarbaz ha latme khorde boodi ke ino neveshti dige...na?

mamsaleh said...

kheyli mamnoon...nemikham begi ke dorost goftam begoo...az ki?

Anonymous said...

up

7 said...

khob shayadam chi bashe 2 ye aziz...

kollan az style neveshtan!!:D i mean it was a turn on fo me...
common... isnt there at least a chance that one day, you would be atleast 1% gay?!:(( dont take away all my hopes n dreams!:((

01 said...

yani inke up kardam