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I'm tired.
Tired of trying.
Tired of trying to always fix everything and everyone.
Tired of being there, when there's no one here.
Tired of heart break.
Tired of setting up walls to not get hurt.
Tired of pushing people away when they get close because I'm scared.
Tired of loss.
Tired of not having any control over how I feel anymore.
Tired of not knowing if I even feel things anymore.
Tired of smiling.
Tired of not being able to cry anymore, no matter how hard I try.
Tired of bottling up.
Tired of not being able to talk.
Tired of not believing in love anymore.
Tired of over thinking things.
Tired of never being alone, but always being lonely.
Tired of everything.
I'm tired.
Oh so tired.