Thursday, April 20, 2006

ehem... .

Nemidoonam bayad be khodam eftekhar konam ya inke az khodam badam biad; gahi rahat mitoonam ba anjame kari, har chand naamonaseb, khodam ro mashghol konam va az daghdaghi ke mashghaleam baram dorost karde khodam ro raha konam. Vali har bar ke be kodam fekr mikonam ya khodamo tu ayiine mibinam az khodam sharmam migire. Nemidoonam chera. Nemitoonam ziad khodamo tu ayine niga konam, magar inke geryam begire. Hamin moghe hast ke yade khodam mioftam, yade tamame adamayi ke doro baraman, yade gereftarihashon, yade noe rabeti ke bahashon daram mioftam, yade bazi harfa va kara ke shayad be kheili vaght pish barmigardan, yade tamame etefaghati mioftam ke man va atrafianm ro tahte ta'sir gharar dadan, etefaghati ke shayad az biroon chizi be nazar naresan ya mashghol shodan beheshon ahmaghane bashe vali adamayi mesle man va atrafianam shayad mesle ye batlagh bashe ke biroon omadan azash sakhte, kheili sakht(va che ghadr khobe ke hamishe ye seri adam baraye biroon keshidane adam biroon az in batlagh vojod dashte bashan).
Doroste ke kheili kam pish miad ke tu in halat beram, vali chizi ke aziatam mikone ine ke baraye modate ziadi tu in halat mimonam va kheili energy az dast midam, gahi baraye hafte ha tu in halat mimonam. Bad tar az in, ine ke age bekham ke ba anjame kari, har chand bad, az oon halat biam biroon, tah mondeie energy ham ke daram ro az dast midam va tanah chizi ke az in majara biron miad ye mordast; be khatere haminam hast ke targih midam tu in halat baghi bemonam ta baraye modate bishtari betoonam sare pa bemonam.



Tu elme raftar shenasi, ye raftar shenas mire va baraye modati ye seri jandaro niga mikone va raftaraii ke az oon jandar mibine ro baresi mikone va say mikone ta barashon ye seri dalil biare va raftarashono tojih kone. Kheili pish omade ke bad az saal ha malom mishe ke folan raftar shenas tojihi ke baraye oon raftar ovorde ghalat boode va baraye oon raftar ye tojih jadid peyda mishe. Gahi etefagh miofte ke bazi az raftaraye jandaran hich tojihi nadarn va asasan donbale tojih gashtan barashon kare bi fayedeie, vali in mozo ro oon raftar shenae bad bakht nemidoone va hamin toori barash donbale tojih migade va dar akhar sar barash ye tojihe eshtebah miare. bazi az raftar ha ham hastan ke dorost bar akse in ghazie hastan, yani shayad ye raftari vojod dashte bashe ke be dorosti tojihi dashte bashan vali raftar shenas haa aslan mohem nadonanesh va donbalesh naran. Negah kardane raftar haye jandaran baram kheili jazab tar hastan ta inke behsinam va sar az dalile raftareshond ar biaram.



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1 comment:

sunny said...

mm...kheili ye rahe dige vase biroon oomadan az oon halatet peida kon...komak bekhah....ye fekre dige kon...............