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Delam nemikhast benevisam.yani hade aghal delam nemikhast alan ke daram dars mikhoonam benevisam.dars mikhoonam?are daram dars mikhoonam.chi mikhastam chi shod.mikhastam dars bekhoonam ke be in bahoone hade aghal havasam part bashe.ama bad tar shod.tanha etefaghi ke oftad in bood ke nazanin kheyli kam behem zang mizane.yani az sizdah bedar ke didamesh faghat ye bar zang zade ke oonam chon gooshim silent boode nafahmidam.
Bebin azize delam asabam khoorde.kheyli ham khoorde.are vasat tavalod oomadam biroon taze behem migan khob taghsire khodete mikhasti begi dirtar biam donbalet.alabte chon ma mahano nemishnasim nemizashtima vali khob mikhasti begi dirtar biaym.mikhay asabam rahat bashe?vali na khodamo khat khati nemikonam.ba oon tanab sorbie ham pamo kabood nemikonam.roo tabe yakh ham nemishinam.haminja deraz mikesham.midoonam chikar bayad bokonm.are alan daram hamoon kar ro mikonam.
Oon vare sal(yani nim saat ghabl az tahvile sal) be khodam goftam sal 85 fekramo azad mkonam .kamtar fekr mikonam.hamoon shab chon ehtemal midadam ke yeki behem zang bezane va dobare fekram mashghool beshe vase sal tahvil khabidam.sina zang zad o ba mamanm sohbat kard.mamanam fardash behem goft ke sina zang zade ama man be sina zang nazadam.gozashtam rooz 5e eyd,vaghti ardebil booda. Vaghti fekram be in bood ke sareyn cheghad bozorg shode,ya inke sabalan cheghad khoshgele ya inke nahar chi khordam, oon moghe zang zadambe sina. Khosh bakhtane fekram mashghool nashod.havasam part bood.az in mozoo lezat mibordam.
midoonestam hamoon rooz gharare nazanin biad rasht.ba in hal ke mikhastam az sina,az to, az internet farar konam, vali nazanin gonde tar bood[va hast!].az nazanin farar kardam.oon moghe ham riazi mikhoondam.vase eshgham.na vase Olympiad.oomadam Tehran.ba babam.sina goft mikham shimi benevisam.goftam dares dige mishe ye joori barkhord kard ke havasam part bemoone.are. raftam khoonashoon.fahmidam sanaz rafte Bandar.bazam havasam part bood.yani too in maye ha ke==èDIVERT.khob to ba sina oomadi khoonamoon estakhr.kheyli hal kardam.bad az modat ha lohrasP ro mididam.hamooni ke doosesh dashtam.hamoon lohrasPi ke sale aval bahash miraftam park taleghani.hamooni kesale dovom vase jashnvare bahash madrese mipichoondim miraftim dastkeshe jarrahi mikharidim.are hamoon lohrasP bood.shak nadaram.dige az dokhtar harf nemizad.inam gozasht ta vaghti ke ba sina dahan be dahan shodi.bazam eshtebah kardi.yani taghsire sina bood ke bad bardasht koni.vali khob in to boodi ke bazam zood ghezavat kardi.dorost mese hamoon mogheyi ke zadi too paye bahram.midoonam alan mikhay behem begi ke kare dorosti kardi vali man ham baz migam zood ghezavat nakon.khob too sale 85 avail bar fekram mashghoole lohrasP shode bood.fekram mashghoole dokhtar shode bood.narahat boodam. Vali be hich vajh nemitoonestam havasamo part konam.doost nadashtam dobare too ye masiri bioftam ke besham mese to(ino chon emshab behem gofti estefade kardam.gofti taze dari mishi mese man!) vali oftadam.
Inja bood ke bargashtam rasht.pishe nazanin.ye shab ta sobh pishesh boodam.behesh goftam shayad in akharin shabi bash eke injoori baghalet beshinam.to injoori deraz bekeshi.man nigat konam.akhe oon moghe taze fahmide bodam ke 7 tir bar migardan Vancouver(dorost neveshtam?) ba in hal ke vaasm kheyli sakht bood vali hame chizo vasash tozih dadam.oonam ghabool kard.nemidoonam age kese dige yi ham hamin harfa ro behesh mizad be hamin rahati ghabool mikard?dar har hal oon shab ham ba in hal ke nemikhastam tamoom she,tamoom shod.kheyli oon shabo doost daram.
Madrese ha ke shooroo shod sheyda shooroo kard.ba in hal ke oon moghe asan vasam mohem naboodvali belakhare majboor boodam energimo vasash sarf konam.are azam energy migereft.kelasaye test shooroo shod.sare baziashoon nemiraftam.dashtam riazi mikhoondam.na vase inke marhale dovom ghabool sham.na vase oon bahoone hayi ke miavordam.faghat vase inke fekram va havasam part bashe.sine kheyli talash kard ke man dars bekhoonam.shayad fekr mikard man azmam ro jazm kardam ke marhaleye dovom ghabool sham.shayad ham midoonest.akhe sina dar morede man kheyli bahooshe.khob door nashim.sanaz vasam az Bandar ye sadaf avorde bood.kheyli khoshgele.fek konam behet neshoon dadam.dobare fekram raft pishe sanaz.hamoon rooza bood ke oon sher ro avale ketab adabiatam khoonadam.shere ghashangi bood.va hast.zendegi zibast ey ziba pasand-zende andishan be zibayi resan-anchenan zibast an bibazgasht-kaz barayash mitavan az jan gozasht.kheyli shere ghashangie.in bar dige kheyli narahat shodam.hamoon chizi ke mikhastam nashe shode bood.az in narahat boodam.vagarna aslant narahat naboodam ke sanaz oono neveshte.be khodeshma goftam age ye mah ghabl oono mikhoondam narahat ke nemishodam hich,khoshhal ham mishodam.az in ham gozasht.raftim vase mosabeghate Iran-Open.oonja aghaye anoush ro didim.be ghole aghaye meybodi ye Concert e zende ham baishoon dashtim.sheyda shooroo kard.az hamoon shab.az oon shab ta hala har rooz baham tamas bargharar karde.nemitonam beroonamesh.nemidoonam chera.doosesh nadaram.azash badam miad.vali nemitoonam begam boro gomsho felen felan shode.oonam dare estefade mikone.shayadam sooe estefade mikone.na bebkhashid.dobare khodamo adam hesab kardam.na do jomleye akhir ro az zehnetoon pak konid.be har hal man nemikhastam fekram darham bashe.shod.nemikhastam dige ba maman-babam dava konam.hamin doshab ye davaye asasi baham kardim.
lohrasP kheyli vaght bood ke injoori bahat harf nazade boodam.akharinbaresh parsal bood.hamoon moghe ke nazanin taze oomade bood.kheyli injoor sohbata ro doost daram.kheyli kam shode.shayad chon kam shode bishtar doost daram.
BEFAHM!!!